Dirty Duty || TAEJIN ☑️

Change of Plans

A/N: My heart aches for this chapter. The tips of my fingers tingling.

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I found Jin placing food in a tray. The dinner already spread on the table. I noticed, he's not looking at me since earlier.

"Jin?" I called.

"Yes boss?"

"Your mission with Yoongi and Jimin will be on the end of the month." I said. Trying to get his attention.

"That's noted. I can go anytime." He answered. Still not looking at me.

"The food looks good." I admire the dinner he prepared. "It smells so good too."

Finally, his gaze went on me while holding the food tray. "The dinner is ready boss. You want me to call your friends and your girlfriend?"

My eyebrows furrowed. His tone sounds sarcastic. "You're going to eat here with us Jin."

"I'm sorry I have to decline. I have a friend waiting for me at the porch. I'll call your dinner buddies, please excuse me."

"Can you talk to me properly?!" I demand.

He place the food tray back on the table.

"What's the proper way to talk boss? I believe I am addressing you in a very respectful manner. I can't see anything wrong with the way I talk." He's talking to me with so much confidence but his eyes saying otherwise.

"Why did you invite Jihoon? Are you really trying to annoy me?" Jin has been very hard headed. He is so hard to control.

"I can't see any reason why you need to be annoyed boss. I'm just being nice to my trainer. And I'm getting bored here in your mansion. I need someone to talk to."

"Precisely the reason why Jimin is with you." I countered. I'm trying to avoid gritting my teeth as Jin is starting to get in my nerves.

"Jimin is a friend. He is nice but I need someone who do not belong to your gang. Besides, what's wrong if I talk to Jihoon? I can't see any reason not to."

I grabbed his arm and squeeze it. I gave him a stare down. "I told you no flirting right?"

He wiggled his arm. "And why? I can flirt to anyone whenever I want. I am single. I'm not hurting anyone."

And that hurts.

"I told you, I own you Seokjin."

"I don't belong to anyone boss. What will be your girlfriend's reaction if she will hear that?"

"I don't have a girlfriend Jin." Why he keeps on insisting?

He smirked. "So what's that I saw earlier? Another casual sex like what you did to me?"

So, that's the reason why he's acting so weird. "She's a stripper Jin. That's nothing to me."

"Oh! Really? That easy for you to do and say that? So you're treating me the same? Can I request for something boss? Can you please stop playing with my feelings? I've had enough of that." His eyes are teary. And his voice keeps on breaking when he talks. His hands are shaking too.

"I'm not playing with your feelings Jin."

"You're just the same like my father and my ex. All of you are just using me for their own satisfaction. All of you never care on what I am going to feel. You and Hyunwoo think of me as a slut who you can use anytime. Using me just to pleasure yourself. Taking advantage of my weakness."

"Perhaps my father was right. I am a weakling. But not physically and mentally weak. I am emotionally weak boss. All I want is real love. I want acceptance but seems like fate is so selfish not to give what I really wanted for myself."

"You're all the same. Treating me like a toy. My father gave me to you as a gift and I already accepted the fact that you own me. You're already using me to your missions right? You even used me for sex. I guess I'm already serving my sentence. I'm already doing my job as a gift to you. But you don't own my personal life. Can you at least give that to me?"

"And please if you may, regarding the stealing of your sapphire? Can you please rush the planning? I want to get it as soon as possible so I can get my freedom back. I want to get out of this hell that you called home."

He grabbed the tray and immediately went out of the dining room.

His words pierced through my heart. Falling in love is the last on my list. It's not because I don't have feelings. But because of the type of environment that I am in. That's what I am trying go avoid, falling in love.

"Babe!" The woman wrapped her arm around my waist. I don't even know her name.

I reached for my pocket and gave her the envelope. "Get out."

"What? But babe, my service is overnight." She insisted and started trying to capture my lips.

"I don't care! Get out now!" I raised my voice.

She immediately went out. One of my men accompany her out of my house. I sat down with Namjoon, Yoongi and Jimin. They already started eating.

"The next mission will be on month end boss. We will stick on the plan?" Yoongi asked.

"Yes. Make sure to leave the driver and his companion alive. Kill whoever tries to intercept. I want a clean job Yoongi. Make sure Jeon's men cannot steal that shipment." I ordered. I trust Yoongi with this. He never fails.

"What about your stone? What's the plan? I saw Jin's progress. He's good." Namjoon said.

I suddenly think of what Jin said earlier. He wanted to rush the planning as he wanted to leave this place immediately.

"I'm thinking of letting that stone go."

Namjoon, Yoongi and Jimin all looked at me in awe.

"Boss can you please enlighten us? I mean, we are working our ass out to get that stone then you want to let it go now?" Yoongi sounds confused.

"It's just a stone. It will not bring my mother back. All I want right now is the fall of Jeon. I want to bring him down hard. Nothing more."