Dirty Duty || TAEJIN ☑️

My Regrets

My body feels so heavy the next day. I can hear my phone vibrating from my side table.

I looked at the clock on the wall, I can't believe it's 1 in the afternoon already.

I can't sleep last night. Anger and frustrations consumed me. I still can't believe Jin did that to me.

I am angry at him for betraying my trust and for playing with my heart. How can I be so stupid for believing him? i thought he really loves me.

But then, guilt kept me awake the whole night. My mind and body are used to him being here beside me when I wake up. I can see him in every parts of my bedroom. This is not good.

I looked at my phone and saw several missed calls. Namjoon, Yoongi and Jungkook all have missed calls. I checked my messages.

None came from Jin. Why am I expecting for him to call me? Or to message me?

I got off my bed to take a shower. Right after, I looked at the mirror to shave. I reached out for my shaving cream. It's empty. I tossed it in the trash bin.

I noticed something inside. My heart suddenly raced. I know that white stick. I picked it up.

"Fuckkk!"

I hurried out with the kit in my hand. Putting on my clothes, I went outside my bedroom and found Jungkook waiting for me.

"Hyung." He handed me a very familiar blue stone. I took it.

"How did you get this?" I asked. I should be happy. But why do I have a bad feeling about it?

"I met with Jin last night and he gave this. He told me to give this to you." Jungkook said.

I stared at it for a while. I am just planning of how I can take hold of it again now that Jeon is already bankrupt and almost no more men to defend him. But Jin already did it for me.

"D-did he say anything?" I asked. Hoping for the answer that i want to hear.

But Jungkook just shakes his head. "He just said thank you. Then he walk away. He's in a rush."

I thought he said something else.

"By the way, Mr. Jeon is already dead."

I looked at Jungkook. My heart beats faster upon hearing the news. I don't know why nothing came in my mouth when I tried to speak.

"Jin killed him." Jungkook finally uttered. My eyes widened. "I guess you can finally say that you won now Hyung. Mr. Jeon is already dead and you have the stone back."

I know. But i'm not happy. "Where is Jin? How is he?"

I'm expecting that he's in jail right now. But I only got a stare from Jungkook. Tears wanted to escape from his eyes.

"Answer me. Where is Jin?" I asked again.

He took a deep breath. "Probably.. dead or missing. I don't know yet." A tear finally fell from Jungkook's eyes.

I think I almost choked when I heard that.

"Dead? Fuck it Jungkook! How can he be dead? That's not true." I yelled, frustrated.

"This is still unconfirmed hyung. Witnesses said that he was shot. They thought he's already dead lying on the pavement. But there are two men who dragged him inside the car. Probably will bring him on the hospital. But the car crashed on a post and went into flames. The people inside the car were unrecognizable."

"Jin cannot be dead! Shittt!" I run my fingers through my hair. "He's carrying my child Jungkook! He can't be dead."

Jungkook looked astonished. "Jin is pregnant?"

I showed him the kit with two red lines.

I rushed downstairs and barged inside Jimin's bedroom. He jerked from the bed. His eyes puffy. Like he just cried.

"Boss?"

I showed him the kit and based on his reaction he was surprised.

"Tell me Jimin, did Jin mentioned this to you?" I asked. I cannot forgive Jimin if he will tell me that Jin told him and he did not even informed me.

"No boss. I didn't know that he's pregnant." Jimin shakes his head. Still staring at the stick in my hand.

"So what did he tell you before he left yesterday? i want everything in detail Jimin."

Jimin swallowed. "He just asked me if I believe him that he loves you and that he sides with you. I said yes but I cannot push it to you. He said that he's fine knowing that someone believes him. He said he will prove to you that he loves you. And.." Jimin bowed his head and his voice cracked. "He said that we may not see each other again. I didn't know that he's planning to get the stone and kill his father. Maybe he knows that it's dangerous. And now he's - "

"He's not dead Jimin." I cut him out. I went out of Jimin's room.

I dialled Yoongi's number.

"Yoongi, I want you to bring Jin to me. Find out who are the charred bodies inside that fucking car. You flip Korea upside down. I want you to look for Jin. Bring him to me alive. I don't want dead to be the answer. Now!"

Frustrations and guilt gain control of me. Why did I let him go? I should have just forgiven him. I should have just believed him.

He can't be dead. He can't be missing.

I want Jin back.

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a/n:
Errors will be corrected later.
Triple Update is done.
See you again next time.
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