AN: i'm a sucker for Jin in turtle necks and black haired Taehyung. I hope you don't mind. 😊
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One month later
Like what Jimin wanted, he dyed my hair ash blonde. It should have been blonde but I am not used to have blonde hair. So I opted the brown side.
He wanted me to wear a turtleneck as it accentuates my lean body and my shoulders. He's good in fashion so i don't really mind.
I am hesitant to meet his best friend who is currently needing for an assistant. Today is also the day that I'm going to meet Taehyung.
Jimin helped me find a lawyer. I don't have plans to bring our issue in court. The reason why I wanted to meet him. I only ask for advise and put them on a paper.
"I am a Culinary Arts student Jimin. I cannot be an assistant to a Vice President." I whined as we head on to Taehyung's office.
"It's okay. You don't need an experience to use a coffee maker and make a coffee. Aside from that, all you need to do is to organize his schedules, prepare his presentations and answer phone calls for him. Or maybe buy him food. That's all." Jimin reasoned out while he drives. "Just go to the address that I gave you. He's expecting you at 2pm."
I just sigh. I need this job by the way. Someday, when I am stable, I want my son back to me. I want to continue my study as well. I am a graduating student before Taehyung abducted me. Or shall I say, before I was abducted in my own free will.
"Are you nervous?" Jimin asked but his smile is just so excited.
"I am." i have to admit that. "How about you? Are you nervous?" Taehyung is about to know that Jimin has been keeping me.
"Of course. I wonder what he will say. Or if I still have work tomorrow." Even in this situation, Jimin still chose to laugh at the thought.
I already memorize what I'm going to say to Taehyung. I haven't seen him in 8 months. I wonder how he looks like right now. And i wonder if I can say my lines.
I hope he will not debate with me. Or ask for something I cannot give. I want everything to be simple. Asking for my son every weekend won't hurt. I guess it will not hurt his pride either. i have the right for our child. I am the who gave birth. I carry him for nine months. My only problem is financially, I cannot raise my child.
I closed my eyes as we ride the elevator. This is it. I will face the person who don't want to see my face ever again. But he needs to. I am the father of his child.
As we unload from the elevator, Jimin holds my hands and smiled at me. "You can do this Jin. Remember, chin up, calm down and never ever cry. You are so handsome Jin. I guarantee you that."
I inhaled a lot of oxygen before I enter their office. I know it's possible to lose my breath once I am face to face with him.
I saw how Jungkook eyes widened when he saw me. I smiled at my hyung. Now I can see him more often. And possibly, keep up with what's happening with our lives. 22 years is no joke. I missed him being a big brother to me.
Yoongi and Namjoon are both dumbstruck. They are not expecting me to come. I know. I am so bold to do this. They have been chasing me for quite a while now. Only to end up presenting myself before them.
"Boss is there?" Jimin asked Namjoon as he's he one nearest from Taehyung's office.
"He's inside." That's all Namjoon can say. He still cannot keep his gaze away from me.
I tried to make my face as impassive as possible. The way they met me before.
Namjoon dialled from the intercon and told Taehyung that someone wants to see him. He said to let that someone in.
i gathered all my courage for this day. I hope I will not stutter. I need my old sassy self to come forward today. I took a deep breath before I knock on his office door and pushed it open.
His head bowed down. He's writing something.
"Goodmorning Mr. Kim Taehyung." I greeted and he turned his head up almost immediately.
Shock is an understatement when he saw me standing on his office door. He's not prepared for this. That's what I wanted too.
He tried to open his mouth a number of times but he cannot even speak my name. I wonder if he forgot or his tongue got tied from too much nervousness. I love it.
"Can I come in?" I asked, just to calm the tension.
"Y-y-yes of course." He uttered. And I love how a former gang leader stammered by the sight of his ex boyfriend.
"Can I sit here?" I asked again pointing at the chair just in front of his desk.
"Yes please." He finally calmed down.
His stares are so intense. I can feel it deep within my core. I know I cannot last long if he will stare at me that way. I am too weak for it.
"How are you now Jin? I've been-"
"i did not come here to say hi and how are you. I want this straight and fast." I noticed how his face turned gloomy. Anger perhaps. I know my words are too cocky but I did not come here to flirt and to have him back. I came here for our son. For my child. For my child that I haven't seen in a while.
I pulled a paper from the envelope that I brought and placed it on his desk for him to read.
"I don't want to mess up with you Mr. Kim. I don't want dramas or to make things complicated when it have to be simple. I just want to be with my son every weekend and my birthday no matter what day it will fall. That's all I want. His birth certificate has your name in it. I believed you already got a copy." I know I am straight forward but I don't want our conversation to last for more than five minutes.
He was caught totally off guard by my requests and the way I said it. Maybe, he's expecting that I will beg for his permission.
He cleared his throat. "I don't have any complaints on your request. You can have your son every weekend, in my home."
My heart wanted to jump out of my chest. I did not expect that.
"I want him with me in Jimin's apartment." I want to stammer but I tried my best to stay calm and collected.
"So you're with Jimin. The reason why I can't find you because one of my loyal men is keeping you." He smirked at me.
"He's not keeping me. I requested for my privacy. And i deserve that." I defended my friend.
He stood up and walk towards my seat. I know what he will do. Before he can even come near, I pull myself up but he hold my shoulders and push me back to my seat. He caged me by putting his hands on the arm rest of the chair as he look down on me.
I hope he cannot heat my heartbeat as I can hear it beating louder than usual. I suddenly forgot all the lines that I memorized. I lost it completely.
"I don't want dramas either Seokjin. I want to keep things simple for me, for you and our son. Our son. So if you don't want to go in court and fight for your visitation rights, I encouraged you to visit our son, in my home, every weekend." I can smell his breathe. His face is too close. I felt uneasy.
"Okay." That's all I can say as I try to stare back at him. "I'll bring Jimin or Kookie hyung with me."
His face changed its expression. It's either because I want to have someone with me when I come to his house or because of Jungkook.
