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Jimin ordered some Korean Chicken. I already told him about leaving my son to Taehyung. With his hands on his chin, he stared at me while I eat.
"Delicious Jin?" He asked while he looked at me.
"Sorry Jimin. I'm so hungry and I missed korean chicken so much." I said as I munch my food.
"You know what Jin, I'll be honest with you. But please don't get angry at me." Will he mock at how I looked?
"I know I looked terrible." I said it myself. I know that's what he wanted to say. "Jimin, i am always exposed under the sun there in Jeju. My hands have scars because of my work in a seaweed farm. I also dry seaweeds. Probably you ate a lot of it when you eat your gimbap. Those are the product of my hands." I said as I wiggle my fingers in front of his face.
"Yes you looked terrible."
I pout. Why is he so honest? "I'm expecting you're going to say, 'no Jin, you still look good.'"
"I'm your friend. I'm just being honest. But that's not what I wanted to say." Jimin rolled his eyes at me.
"So what's that?" I honestly do not like what he's thinking.
"My plan is to message boss that you're here." He said and my eyes widened.
"Don't you dare Jimin!"
"Well, after seeing you, I'm glad I did not." He nods his head.
"Fuck you! Do I looked that terrible? And thank you for deciding not to." I said as I continue eating.
"I don't want him to see you that way. Come on Jin. You need to have a sweet revenge!" He said as he walked towards me and inspect my skin. He looked at my face, my arms and my hair.
"Jimin, whatever is your plan. I have to disagree."
"Shut up!" He put his index finger on my lips. "I have beauty mask here. I will bring you to a dermatologist this weekend. And let's shop. I promise, when boss see you, he will regret that he let you go."
I breathe out. "Jimin, no chance for him and I to meet. I will go back to Jeju."
"And what? Go back to seaweed farm? No! You will stay here in Seoul. Here with me if you're not yet ready to face Taehyung." Jimin fixed my hair and tucked it behind my ears. "Come on Jin. Isn't it great to see Taehyung drool when he finally sees you?"
"I don't have a job here in Seoul. He will not see me. I will go back to Jeju." I said. In Jeju, I can easily get a job and nobody knows me there.
"Don't worry too much now. Come on." Jimin gets the spoon and fork from my hands and place them on my plate. He hold my hands. "You know what? You can't just hide from Taehyung all your life. One day, you will meet him somewhere. You can't just me a mouse hiding in your cave. You need to come out to live. Besides, you have a child with him. Don't tell me you don't like to see your child anymore?"
"That's not true." I defended myself. Of course I want to see my son again.
"If you will go back to Jeju, what for? Just to hide from Taehyung and just leave your child like that? You should do something so you can at least visit or see your son more often. Would that be better? Taehyung keeps on chasing you and you just keep on hiding. That's not fair and that can't go on forever."
"Taehyung loves you and there's no other way to for you to make him feel sorry that he let you go than to redeem yourself. What you did to him is unforgivable but believe me Jin, he regretted what he did to you. He loves you. Believe me."
"You can't blame him for acting that way. He loved you truthfully. Imagine, a tough gang leader fell in love with a hard headed sassy guy like you? And the son of his mortal enemy? If that's not true love, I don't know how you called it."
"I know he did that to you because of too much anger. He was furious and you cannot blame him. You know what you did Jin. It's painful that the person you love and trust betrayed you. I think his fault was, he should have at least think about your reasons for a while before he decided to throw you out. For me, looking at what you did for him, you betraying your own father for him and reuniting him with Jungkook, I guess that's enough reason for him to believe that you really love him and that you can be trusted again. But then, as I said, he regretted the moment that he let you go."
"And your fault, I really wish that the moment you realized that you really love him, you should have at least told him the truth instead of doing something that will vindicate you just in case he finds out. Look what happened, it got worst."
"So you think Taehyung will understand if I told him that I'm there because my father sent me intentionally to become a spy? I doubt that he will understand." Taehyung is not the type that can forgive just for being honest.
"At least you became honest instead of him finding it out straight from your father. But it's all over and we cannot do anything about it anymore."
Jimin was right. Somehow, I should have gambled, swallowed my fears and told him the truth. That would be more acceptable than finding the truth by himself.
"I will call my best friend. Maybe he can give you a job. And whether you like it or not, you will undergo a transformation from me. We will have a beauty mask every night. Once your skin have recovered from your sun burns, we will dye your hair and I will make sure Taehyung will go crazy for you." Jimin giggled. "And make him drool for you okay?"
"Jimin to be honest, I don't like any of these." But yeah, I wonder how will Taehyung react once he saw me.
