Dirty Duty || TAEJIN ☑️

I Trust You

Taehyung

I know it's only days since the last time I saw him but I already miss him. Those months without him beside me feels like forever. Perhaps, if I sleep even if he's beside me, I would still miss him.

"W-why are you here?" He asked. Finally breaking the tension. "What about Taejin? Where's Taejin?"

I sat down. Picking up chopsticks. I started to eat. "Taejin is fine, babe. Jimin is taking care of him."

He looked down. Probably because of me calling him babe. I know how much he hates it when I'm calling him kitten so I'm calling him babe instead.

"Why did you go to the office today? You should have taken a rest." I wonder how he handles himself after his attempted suicide last night. I know the attempt was serious but I am still thankful that no one got hurt physically. I'm just concerned about his emotions. "Jungkook should have taken you to the hospital."

"He did try but I refused. I know you're thinking about my mental state. I'm okay." He's just playing with his food, finally, his gaze went up on me. "I'm sorry. It's a mistake. I should have not done that. I just went to the office because I don't want to be alone. I wanted to keep myself busy."

"Babe... Are you and Ken dating?" I cannot concentrate at work after I saw Ken feeding him earlier. It's not a great way to see Jin. I felt extremely jealous.

He shakes his head. "No." He smiled. At last, I saw him smile. "I barely knew Ken. We're not dating. He just wanted me to eat something else other than the slice of cake I ordered. And I don't want to embarrass him so I ate the food."

I think we're okay? He did not protest when I called him babe and now, he's making an explanation about him and Ken.

"Is that stripper your girlfriend Tae?" This is the question that I am waiting for him to ask. I stood up and walk towards him. Holding his hand and pulling him up from his seat, I wrapped my right arm on his waist and my left caresses his flawless face. It's been a while since I saw him this close. He's still the same. Still as gorgeous as ever. I think he looked a lot better now.

"I have no one else babe. Just you. She's a detective. I admit she likes me but there's nothing going on between us." I stared at his glistening eyes. I can feel his body getting tensed. Probably because we haven't been this close in a long while.

He pouts and makes puppy eyes. "You knew that she likes you then why did you still hire her? Why her? And why was she almost naked?"

I chuckled. "You looked cute when you're jealous."

"I'm not jealous!"

"You are." I pinched his nose. "You know how I work babe. I only trust a few. Especially now that someone's betraying me. And I'm sorry, but she's one of the few I trust."

I pulled him closer and made him sit on the dining table. My thighs between his legs and his hands rest on my chest. "She intentionally went out like that because she thought you're not in love with me anymore. Just to annoy you. Just a Fyi, you almost broke her jaw. I swear baby, whatever is happening between us, it's purely professional."

He just stares at me. A little smile formed on his face. I cupped his face with my hands, giving him a soft peck on his lips. I missed it.

"Jin, I'm sorry for hurting you. I know my sorry is not enough to heal you but please, accept my apologies. I know I've been an asshole, a jerk, a stupid man for letting you go." I wiped the tear that fell from his eyes with my thumb. Staring at his beautiful eyes feels like heaven to me.

"I know you have doubts. It's true, your pregnancy triggered me to look for you. But even if you're not, I will still look for you. Maybe not that soon but believe me, I will."

"It pains me a lot. For not considering what you did for me. For not listening to you. Anger overshadowed my love for you. I'm sorry about that. Love should be greater. I'm sorry if I had to feel so angry and betrayed. I should have not made a decision when I am feeling so angry. It's a mistake and I am so sorry for that mistake."

"I never thought that a beautiful man like you can make a gang leader like me fell so crazy in love. You stepped on my ego Jin. I'm sorry if I need to say that. But perhaps, that's the reason why I felt so angry. I'm sorry for hurting you. Emotionally and physically."

"I looked for you. In Seoul, in Haenam, in Jeju. But it seems like you've been hiding for me. I almost went crazy Jin. I can't sleep, I can't eat. I worried a lot. But those cannot compare to all the sufferings you've endured. And I'm sorry for being the person who caused you that."

"Jin, I love you. I understand that you're angry at me. I can't blame you. You should be. But I love you. I'm ready to wait. Just please remember that I love you."

I felt so guilty making him cry right now. He buried his face on my neck as he sobs. "Tae... I'm so tired. I'm so tired of being angry. Tae I'm sorry for everything. I'm so sorry. Please forgive me. I will not betray your trust anymore. I'm so sorry."

Hearing his sobs breaks my heart. I just hugged him. Comforting him the best way I could. Until he stops. His eyes are puffy. I kissed them. The tip of his nose is red. I also kissed it. "I don't want you to cry again, babe. I have forgiven you long ago.

Jin's face suddenly became serious. He takes a deep breath. "I have something to tell you Tae." There's a hint of worry in his voice.

"What's that?"

A tear fell from his eye again. I started to get worried. "Promise me you will not do anything crazy?"

"I promise." Those words seemed to make me even more nervous.

"Jungkook kissed me."

I think I stopped from breathing. I honestly do not know how to feel. "W-why did he do that?"

He hugged me again, this time, he's the one who gave me a peck on my lips. "I don't know why he should feel that Tae. Please don't get angry at him. Jungkook is a lonely man. You're his only family now Tae. I'm sorry it happened. But let me assure you that I only see him as my brother. And it will stay that way."

I took a lungful of breath. "We've been through a lot babe. I don't want a stupid kiss to ruin everything. I trust you. I certainly don't trust Jungkook now, but I trust you."

"Don't hurt him, baby. Please?"

I shook my head. "I won't."

I started to caress his sides while my eyes wander to his beautiful features. "You're so beautiful kitten. Did you know that?"

His lips part. Maybe asking for something. My hand untuck his top and finds its way inside. His skin feels so soft and smooth. My fingers started to trace his spine, softly drawing circles on his back.

"I miss you," I whispered.

"I love you Taehyung." That's all I needed to hear.

I smiled before I press my lips against his.

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A/N:

I think I wrote it incorrectly. Two chapters of TaeJin moments BUT the book will not end on that. 🤭 It still has a lot. 💜💜💜