Dirty Duty || TAEJIN ☑️

Lies and Betrayals

a/n:

I honestly do not know if i am making sense. I am more of disappointed with myself. I know i suck in explaining. And i know everything is as confusing af. But I still choose to publish this chapter even if i'm actually losing the will to write.

days when i am absolutely under the weather 😑

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Flashback

My heart aches that my father is not giving me attention unlike my brother Jungkook. That caused me to question if I am really my father's son. Ever since my mother died, father is not so fond of me.

Jungkook was his favorite.

Jungkook is stronger.

Jungkook is obedient.

Time came when depression is taking over me. Times when I feel that I am alone. I went to him to finally have my question answered.

"Father, can we talk for a while?" I asked as I went inside his office.

"What is my hard headed son need?" He seemed to not have the interest in talking to me.

"Father, I'm sorry for being hard headed. I don't want the trainings not because I am weak. But because I want to enjoy my life as a normal young student. I want freedom. Aside that I don't even know what those trainings are for." I looked at my father with tears falling down my eyes. "Father.. am I really your son?"

He laughed.

"Seokjin. Your mother is my mistress. I have a DNA test results to prove that you are my son."

I already saw in the internet about mom being a mistress but Jungkook said it's just a malicious fake news against my father.

"Mistress? What do you mean? I thought our mom is your wife?"

Father laughed again.

"What did you say? Our mom? You mean Jungkook and you?"

I only stared at my father as he looked at me scornfully.

"Jin listen. You and Jungkook are not brothers. Jungkook is not my son. My wife told me that Jungkook was mine and i believed her. I used to be that stupid! The truth, she had an affair. But of course, I caught her long time secret through her own mouth."

My body shakes of that information. Jungkook is not my brother. 22 years of my life, I thought he's my brother.

"So where is your wife now?" I asked.

"In Europe. I divorced her."

"Jungkook knows that he's not your son?" I asked again.

"What he knows is that I am his real father. I treated him like my own. I am still a kind hearted man right?" He smiled proudly.

"But Jungkook is aware that we have a different mother?"

"Of course! But I asked him not to mention that to you to protect you from this cruel and judgemental world." My father raised an eyebrow. Maybe he wanted me to be grateful.

"So why is he your favorite? I am your real son. I should be your favorite."

My father scowled at me. "You are a weakling Seokjin. You don't even know how to defend your own father."

"I am not a weakling!" I yelled.

"You are." My father rests his back on the chair. "Kim Taehyung is back. He's now doing everything to put my business down. He is a crazy greedy criminal. Now Jin, if I ask you to kill Taehyung. Can you do that for me?"