Aloes POV
4 months later
It's been quite a day and to be honest I'm tired of the shit.
You know?
Earlier today I caught the girl smoking yet again in the girls bathroom only this time her face looked all puffy like she had just been crying.
Been there before.
" You good?"
"yeah. Just watery eyes. You know how that goes." Her voice sounded raspy as she leaned on the bathroom wall.
"Yeah"
I looked down noticing that it wasn't a blunt but a dab pin.
" you switched. Smart." I pointed down at the pin.
" Yeah. Well after I got caught by Ms.Henry and she let me go. I decided to be smart about shit so I got this. It's not the same but it does the job."
I nodded in response.
" Shit. Sorry to be rude.you want a hit?"
I lowkey debate that shit but I could hear Billies voice in the back of my head.
" Nah I'm good. Thx tho."
Her hand was still out to offer."You sure?"
I nodded yet again.
" So.. I know you don't wanna be like friends, but can I like ask why? What do you have against me?"
Shit. Shoulda left when I could, but nahhh. To be honest the only reason I don't want to be friends with her is because she reminds me of my past self and I don't want to get sucked back in. I know that's probably not a good choice but fuck it. It's my life and I know if I go back that one wonderful thing I have in my life will be ruined, and I don't think I can handle that.
" Well I just know what's good for me and what's not, and you're definitely not good for me."
I leaned back against the sink just looking fucking awkward.
" how do you know that? You don't even know me."
That made me smirk a little because that's exactly some shit I would have said.
" trust me I know you. To well."
There was silence in the room after that for a bit.
" got a mood that you wish you could sow."
I heard her whisper." Man shut up. I didn't mean for it to be like the lyric."
I walked forward pushing her shoulder a bit." I know I just had to. Come on man you know you sung that in your head. Don't deny it."
She laughed out." Yeah. Yeah. Yeah."
She dropped her body to the floor taking another hit.
" ight ima head to class which you should be doing too."
I started walking away out of the bathroom eying her to come with me but she just stayed there.
I flicked her off before walking out.
I don't know what that would eventually turn into. Maybe I'll have enough self control to actually be her friend and not go back into my bad habits.
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In My Head. [Billie E.]
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