We Met On The Road To Recovery

36.

Faith Elizabeth
My stomach hurt so much from laughing.
Camila was stood in front of the TV imitating different celebrities and I hadn't laughed so much in my life.
"It's true! I've met him!"
"No fucking way does he walk like that!" I laughed.
"He does!" She giggled.
She came to sit back down beside me and I wiped my eyes.
"Who's the hottest male celebrity?" She asked me and I giggled slightly.
"Harry Styles" I sighed and she sniggered.
"Not Shawn?" She said putting her hand to her chest dramatically.
"Oh shit yeah" I said and we both fell back into laughter. "No no I guess I don't really see him as a celebrity anymore" I said and she nodded.
"I'm telling Shawn" she said and smirked.
"Don't you dare." I giggled and she wiggled her eyebrows.
"Ok fine. I won't tell...Yet" she said and I shook my head with a smile. "Do you know where Shawn is?" She asked and I noticed a small grin on her face.
"No. No I don't. Why?" I asked and her face turned from a grin to one of almost confusion.
"Oh. No reason. Just asking" she shrugged, but I could tell there was something more to the question.
It made me nervous.

A silence took over the apartment.
"Who would have thought" Camila sighed and I turned my head to face her.
"What?"
"Well I'm pretty sure that everyone thinks we hate each other. And I mean I thought we hated each other. It didn't even occur to me that we'd ever be sat here having a nice time together" she said and I nodded.
"I understand what you mean. But I've never hated you. I was just jealous. I mean you're beautiful and talented and well, I'm not like that" I sighed.
"You are beautiful. I think so and so does Shawn" she said and I shook my head.
"I don't think so. I think that ship has sailed" I sighed and pulled my knees into my chest.
"I wouldn't be so sure of that. Anyways, I better get back to my hotel but you should so come to my show tomorrow!" She said.
"Sure." I shrugged.
She grabbed a piece of paper and wrote down her number sliding it over to me.
"Call me when you're inside the arena and I'll have someone come and get you. Get there like an hour before and we could talk?" She said and I nodded.
"Great well I'll see you tomorrow" she smiled and I walked her to the door.
"Thank you for staying. It- it was really nice" I smiled.
"Oh come here" she said and opened her arms.
I had to bend my knees slightly as she was a bit smaller so she could wrap her arms around my shoulders.
I hugged her back and gave her a squeeze before letting her go.
"Thank you again"
"Don't mention it. I bet you anything we'll be best friends by next month!" She said as she started to walk down the corridor.
"Crazy arse" I giggled.
"Heard that!" She shouted before turning the corner.

I shook my head and went back into my apartment.
I looked at my phone and saw my notifications were going wild since Camila had posted a photo of us on her Instagram. 
I looked at the comments underneath the photo.
'I thought they hated each other'
'Fake'
'Only doing this for Shawn'
'Wonder what Shawn thinks about his two ex's hanging out?'

I had an amazing evening, but all I could think about now was what Shawn did think about us hanging out, and where he actually was since Camila had asked. I thought he didn't have his phone with him.
I knew I shouldn't be paranoid.
I trusted Shawn.
I was just worried that we had been drifting apart in the midst of the craze that was our lives.
All I wanted was to be with Shawn but I was worried the drift was too much, and it would be too hard to repair the damage that had been done.