2 Years Worth of Love
I've loved her for as long as I can remember. I asked her out 2 years back but she wasn't ready at the time. I'm still waiting for her, I hope this 2 years of waiting could pay off...
I'm Jin, Jin Seiroji, and I've been in love with this one girl for the longest time.
Aya Miroa is her name. Kaklase ko siya since first year in highschool. She's beautifully cute to the core. Her own existence is beauty itself. Sobrang dami niyang manliligaw since we entered college, of course I was one of those pigs fighting for her love.
Sa totoo lang, kaibigan niya ko nung highschool. I'm just low key inlove with her. Pero dahil college na kami, hindi ko na mapapalampas ang pagkakataon.
I got rejected, that's because she's not ready yet. Meaning I still have my chance. I didn't give up, I didn't let her go. But what hit me hard is that..
We're already graduating students of College, at hanggang ngayon friends parin kami. Sa dami ng pursuers niya, it's always heart throbbing how she'd run to me and tell me about those guys. I'm practically her boyfriend now.
Siguro nga hindi na nakakapagtaka kung bakit lagi nalang ako pinagkakatuwaan ng mga kabarkada.
Saying "martyr ka ba?", "tagal mo nang naghihintay para dun ah", "you're wasting your time" and more. Ano paki ko sakanila diba? Ano paki ko eh kung worth it naman siya hintayin. Para sakin, siya na.
Kahit ano sabihin nila, hindi ako magpapaapekto, no, actually, hindi ako naaapektuhan.
Kasi bakit naman? For the first time in my life, I liked someone, better yet, I love her. For once, it's not obsession or even infatuation. It's clear to see, it's love.
Ever since two years ago, hindi ako sumuko suyuin siya, pero hindi ako ganun kakati para iritahin siya. I'm rather a sweet guy, not the brute forceful ones you see out in the streets. Mahal ko siya, pero syempre may respeto ako.
Rejection? It's fine.
Shall I wait? Of course.
She ain't ready for it? Who cares, I respect her opinions. I'll wait if it's what she needs.
Dalawang taon na din ang tinagal bago ako makakuha ng tapang ng loob para tanungin siya ulit.
Here I go.
I bought some flowers, lined up infront of the counter.
I noticed my friend buying the same thing I picked. I guess he will be asking a lucky girl today.
I was on my way to her home, with her favorite flowers in my arms.
I was going to meet her from across the road.
I was the happiest.
Until that very friend of mine came into the picture.
Guess I'll have to wait for another 2 years.
