Bmc/deh X Reader Oneshots

connor x reader

in honor of alex leaving dear evan hansen tomorrow (just thinking about that makes me wanna cry i-)
here's softboy connor murphy!!

connor murphy was NOT like other guys on a whole different level. He always wore tough clothes, let his hair just exist, and not to mention the whole drug thing. he was like that for 17 years, until he met you.

To connor, you were the most precious thing in the world, but he wasn't too upfront about it. Everyone could tell, though. He was different around you. Connor protects you because he wants to. Connor wants to spend meaningful time with you, not just as some girl and some boy, as most teens often do.

You, of course, felt attached to connor. whenever people would talk to you, their first question would be about connor. how are you and connor? are you guys just friends still? did you help him yet?  You tried to avoid most questions about him because you just weren't that kind of person to just brag to everyone about your amazing edgy boyfriend, and connor respected that a lot. Which was something he didn't do to a lot of people, so his respect and trust meant a lot to you.

You walk into school with your lanky boyfriend, talking about a very pressing matter.

"No, connor, poe is obviously the sexy one!! tinky winky is the worst one!"

"Yeah, just like how poe is the least un-sexy teletubby! i thought you were better than this, l/n."

"look, we'll continue this later. can we pleeeeease talk about friday??"

your one-year with connor. he had been planning date ideas (with evan's help, might i add) and he insisted on not telling you, no matter how hard you bother him about it. At one point you had begun to think there is no surprise, but connor wouldnt do that.

right?

"connor, all i want to know is that you're taking me on a date. it doesn't matter where, when, or how as long as I'm with you."

You grab connor's hands as you finish your sentence, him trying to fight the heat rushing to his face and trying not to let out the biggest smile of his life.

"well good, because I'm not telling you."

"connor-"

"nope, not me, no sir."

you sigh, "okay. I'll see you at lunch, alright?"

"yeah. try not to miss me so much okay?"

you walked away as he spoke.

"ill try my hardest! no promises though!"

connor breathed out lovingly as he watched you walk. You are his world. With every kiss, hug, glare, conversation..

Connor loved you more each time.

rip kobe but also im going to miss alex as connor so much. he's my favorite deh cast member and it makes me so sad to see him leave, but it also makes me happy to see him follow his dream. Farewell, alex!!