you said that i was really insecure , and even though i felt offended , i knew it was true .
i guess that i'm just so used to people leaving my life , even when they had promised they'd stay .
i'm afraid , honestly . i'm afraid that after experiencing what love really means , you'd go away . i can't handle being away from you for too long . yea , i don't ever tell you this , and i'd pretend that i didn't miss you when i actually craved your presence so much . your hugs , your kisses , your touch brings light to my darkness .
meeting you has been bittersweet . sweet ? i've finally found the meaning of love , in you . bitter ? you gave me something to lose . and after knowing how good it feels to be by your side , i don't ever want to let you go .
i guess i should work on my jealousy issues ? i know . i can't help it , but i'm trying .
i just can't handle the fact that you'd be touched another female , the way i touch you .
i don't usually act like this . but with you , i've become overprotective and territorial .
it makes me mad , honestly . not knowing how to control feeling this way about somebody , always wondering if you're good enough , continuously waiting for the day they'd eventually get bored of my sad soul and leave me alone .
i'm sorry . i guess i don't know how to tell you how i feel because i'm so used to keeping everything to myself .
but i wish you'd read this and find out how afraid i am .
i wish you'd find out that my biggest fear had now become losing you .
YOU ARE READING
A Letter To Him .
RandomHer words hold the truth , showing her vulnerability and fragility . Her words shows the growth within her , her strength in tragedy . She was strong enough to love him , even though he didn't love her . She was strong enough to stay by him , even w...
