Life is not fair . It's cruel .
being here without you hurts .
it hurts so fucking bad .
I don't get why i have to pretend , pretend that you mean nothing to me when you actually mean everything .
I hate that i have to watch you walk past me when all I want you to do is keep me close and make all the pain go away .
the hours go by , the days blend in to each other but I still find myself thinking about you , reaching out for you .
I smile even when i'm so close to breaking down .
But I don't break down , I pretend and live life .
But it doesn't even feel like living anymore .
It feels like I'm being punished for a sin , I did not commit .
not being able to touch you , to speak you , is torment .
hell on earth .
all this heartache inside of me , all this pain that i just can't ignore .
You can't pretend forever , but I seem to be the exception .
YOU ARE READING
A Letter To Him .
RandomHer words hold the truth , showing her vulnerability and fragility . Her words shows the growth within her , her strength in tragedy . She was strong enough to love him , even though he didn't love her . She was strong enough to stay by him , even w...
