already missing you .

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it's been a while since we last spoke .
have you noticed ? i surely have .
i wonder if your heart aches as much as mine .
i'm a bit sad , a bit lost , a lot less than okay .
all this memories , all this history , all that you've been to me .
everything's different without you .
facing life without you is harder than trying to live with you .
I wish you'd call me , wish you'd text me .
nothing's stopping me from texting you first except my ego .
I don't want to seem desperate .
I don't want you to know how much I yearn for you .
so because of my pride , I spend another night in misery .
another night without your intellectual company , another hour without your radiant smile , another minute without your eyes that glow , another second without you .
my pride's got ahold of me .
while you're living your life blissfully , here I wait until the day you might need me as much as I need you .

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