good enough .

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how do you fall out of love ? do you just decide that the one person you desired all this time does not matter anymore ? do you just ignore everything that person says , everything that person does and just pretend that she never really existed ?
do you break her heart to protect your own ? or do you just live in absolute oblivion ?
i'm asking you because I wouldn't know , but you certainly do .
you told me that you really loved me , and now ? i don't think so anymore .
I'm used to being pushed away by you , i've become accustomed to the distance you've placed between us .
But then it all changed , you showed me another side to you , the gentler , sweeter side .
you were the beginning and ending of every day .
the reason for my smile and the glint in my eyes .
you remained challenging , remained sarcastic but that was all part of your charm and i totally adored it .
But just as it came , it left .
You became distant once again , messaged me less often and lacked enthusiasm .
I tried to place the pieces of our failed journey together but nothing could replace the void that you apparently had , not even me .
sorry that I wasn't enough .

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