you said i'm broken ? well , not really broken , more like shattered , more like alone , more like sad , more like replaceable . You'll never find somebody like me , but you can always find somebody better .
Imagine doubting yourself daily , embracing your flaws only to find more , telling yourself that you're ok each and every day because if you don't , you'll fall apart and reveal the truth .
i'm sorry that I can't love you the way I'm supposed to , i'm sorry that I can't be there the way you want me to be , i'm sorry that I can't be anybody but me . Broken does not define me , it does not come anywhere close .
so young yet so damaged . you seem to love me , you remind me about it all the time .
but i can't believe you , I don't know how to .
Everybody in my life has either lied or left .
so excuse me for not being able to trust you , not being able to open up or let my walls down .
I'm burnt out , a human palace of ruins .
how could you love me ? how can anybody love a mess ?
I'm problematic ,
better left alone .
I'm a silent screamer ,
a quiet crier .
you sure you want to overcomplicate your life ? because that's what I am , a complication and perhaps that's what I'll always be .
I wish I could express myself then you would understand what I meant by my sad smiles . I love you but I would never utter it , so silently i'll orbit you until you leave like everybody else has .
YOU ARE READING
A Letter To Him .
RandomHer words hold the truth , showing her vulnerability and fragility . Her words shows the growth within her , her strength in tragedy . She was strong enough to love him , even though he didn't love her . She was strong enough to stay by him , even w...
