new balance

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it's not your decision to make , not your heart that's broken . you make me cry yet you say you'd do everything to make me smile .
I experience happiness with you , short periods of laughter and glimpses of smiles .
The best of times , but it's temporary , it never seems to last very long .
as you swiftly made me smile , you too make me cry in the very same manner .
let's stay in the moment , for an eternity .
just this once , just this lifetime
where we tell each other random observations , when we laugh over the silly antics of relatives or when you smile at me without blinking .
can we stay here ? just for a little while .
I need you but I'm tired of this rollercoaster .
I need stability , structure and balance .
you're already my whole world , but could you become my balance ? the balance between this cruel world and moments of love .
be my balance and salvage whatever's left of me .

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