realisation .

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why couldn't you just show me a little affection ?
why couldn't you just text me to see if i'm okay ? to see if I needed you ?
I'm literally all about you and i swore I wasn't going to pressurise you but you wondering why I even bother .
do you even care ? am I just wasting my time ?
Trying to love you even though I know you'll never be able to love me back , hopeless praying that one day you'll see what i've been dreaming about all this time .
me and you together , secure and peaceful .
Yet you got me in a situation where i'm doubting myself .
How can your words be so heart warming but your actions so cold .
You torment me , break me down piece by piece .
and yet I keep on running back to you , ready to be there for you .
I actually wonder what's brewing in your thoughts , sympathising that a girl like me can't see through the façade or inwardly laughing at my attempts of loving you .
let me know what's going on before i walk away .

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