The love of my life just turned into anonymous .
Mr unknown .
Guarded stranger , mysterious guy , if only you knew .
But you don't , no-one does really .
Crazy how i now do things that i've never done before just to grab your attention , crazy how i'd walk super slow just to see your face one last time , before i departed to go home .
Crazy how i'd feel physically drawn whenever you're close . Crazy how i can spot you , wherever you are .
Crazy how i'm suddenly so petty , jealous whenever you're with another female , somebody that's not me .
But you remain oblivious to it all , you don't notice me , you don't see me .
I knew that i was practically invisible , but you've made me wish that maybe just this once i wanted to be noticeable , maybe just this once i wanted to be more than just a shell of a person .
But that's all it will ever be , just wishes .
Because wishes don't come true for people like me .
Maybe if i was more social ? More special ? More smarter ? More prettier ? More outspoken ? More bolder ? but i'm not , and i'll probably never be .
So i'll continue loving you from a distance .
Because i'm me and that's all i'll ever be .
YOU ARE READING
A Letter To Him .
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