i need you , now more than ever .
they shout at each other , they shout at me . i didn't do anything , or i might've done too much . i would want to tell you that i try daily to be who they want me to be .
i would want to explain to you how broken i feel , and even if you couldn't understand how it felt , i'd feel better knowing that you knew how i'm feeling . i'd feel better knowing that you knew i tried my best .
you'd tell me to be strong & i'd let you know that i was doing my best , that i was being the strongest that i could be but it just didn't seem to be enough . it's not the shouting that gets to me exactly , it's the words . the words that can rip my heart out of my chest , that makes my stomach hurt so bad , that can take my breath away . not in a good way , in the worst way possible .
i need you but you not here .
i'd want you to take me away from here , this place that's supposedly home . i've never had a home , not really . not until i met you .
and even if you aren't able to take me away , i'd want you to encourage me to keep going because right now the easy way out seems best .
but i wouldn't be able to see you , i wouldn't be able to speak to you .
you're keeping me here , you're the only thing tying me down to this place .
perhaps i'll make it through , perhaps i'm stronger than what i think .
but right now i'll work towards making it out .
i'll come home . wait for me .
YOU ARE READING
A Letter To Him .
RandomHer words hold the truth , showing her vulnerability and fragility . Her words shows the growth within her , her strength in tragedy . She was strong enough to love him , even though he didn't love her . She was strong enough to stay by him , even w...
