what's your plan ?
to torture me until I give up on you ? I don't understand this situation I'm faced with . I don't understand you . I used to , well or at least I thought I did . now ? I don't know , honestly . I thought we'd make it , I thought you'd be mine , you'd be my forever . guess I thought wrong , assuming instead of thinking about it logically .
what did I do to deserve this ? always thought I was unworthy of your love , unworthy of your presence .
now it's hit me hard , I'm not the only one .
not the only flower in your garden , not the only girl you've been gracing with your presence .
why am I not upset ? shouldn't I be crying by now ?
all I really feel is numb . what's wrong with me ?
guess I'm desensitized to these emotions , my heart has been disconnected from feeling .
I'm not even angry , this was inevitable .
you were meant to break my heart , although I don't even feel broken , honestly .
jokes on you , I've seen this coming from afar .
so even before you used your love as ammunition , I've been prepared .
you didn't know who you been messing with , I'm no ordinary girl .
YOU ARE READING
A Letter To Him .
RandomHer words hold the truth , showing her vulnerability and fragility . Her words shows the growth within her , her strength in tragedy . She was strong enough to love him , even though he didn't love her . She was strong enough to stay by him , even w...
