I asked you if you were feeling better , while my own eyes were swollen .
You had complained about your life , the hours you had to work and the pleas of others that you had to listen to all day long .
I didn't feel ok , but you had not asked so i said nothing .
Today has been a little horrible , a lot less sunnier .
Hurt by your own family is a worse , different kind of pain .
I feel a little guilty for snapping at you .
I just exploded after you continued to complain .
You weren't even grateful that i asked , i wonder if you even noticed all the care that i've been showing you .
Asking you if you were well , being your shoulder to cry on , being the person you could vent to .
But have you returned the favor ? have you ever wondered if i'm ok ? no , because i've hidden my pain behind this facade of happiness .
No , because you've been so consumed in your problems and yourself .
You're selfish .
You probably don't even really care about me .
I just feel so drained .
I've just been so down lately . You haven't even noticed that i've been deteriorating in front of your eyes .
I've been fading away .
I guess you've been just as oblivious as the others when i needed you to figure me out , needed you to listen to my silent cries and help me fight my fears .
I guess you probably wouldn't even notice that that i haven't been myself until i'm completely gone .
YOU ARE READING
A Letter To Him .
RandomHer words hold the truth , showing her vulnerability and fragility . Her words shows the growth within her , her strength in tragedy . She was strong enough to love him , even though he didn't love her . She was strong enough to stay by him , even w...
