pitiful pain .

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some days i would just like to tell you how i feel but what's the point ? you would just remain oblivious to the fact that i'm dying inside .
you would continue to waste my love , pushing me to the side , claiming you care yet you never show it .
is this a game to you ? do enjoy seeing these tears in my eyes while you trample all over me .
my rose covered with thorns.
you manage to break me down and put me back together .
I try so hard to make you smile but all you ever do is frown .
do you notice my efforts ? are you thankful ?
tearing myself up , piece by piece .
losing myself each and every day , trying to please you .
i'm tired of trying , tired of being okay with everything .
i'm not okay .
i'm drowning , wishing you'd rescue me from this deep waters .

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