All Because Of Him

five.

Right when it's over reality snaps back into me and I immediately think: What the hell have I just done? My sexual thoughts and feelings are now gone and my mind is back to normal, completely disgusted with myself. 

Funny how that happens isn't it? 

Mason's naked body falls on top of me and our heavy breathing is synced together.

Holy shit I just had sex with Mason West.

I close my eyes and try to gather my breath as Mason's body is lifted off of mine. He falls back onto the opposite side of the couch and stares up at the ceiling, his chest rising up and down as small beads of sweat lingers on him like a second layer of skin. Before I have time to say anything I hear something move outside. I sit up and turn my head to face the sound.

"It's a fucking mess out here." I hear and I jump up from the couch.

"Do you hear that?" I whisper to Mason as I scramble to pick up my clothes off the floor and put them on. As I bend down to put on my last shoe, I nearly trip but regain my balance. By the time I turn back around to see Mason he's already dressed.

"Hello?" I call out to whoever's outside.

"Shh! What the fuck are you doing?" Mason whispers as he walks over to me. Well I see he's back to his old self.

"I'm trying to get the hell out of here which is exactly what you should be doing." I say in annoyance. What does he mean what am I doing? Trying to get the fuck out of this garage!

"Trust me, I am. But I'll be damned to let people know that I was stuck in here fucking you." I'm taken back by his harsh words.

"What are you even talking about?" I snap. I get that he doesn't want the whole world to know what just happened but whoever's out there can open the door and I doubt they'll recognize what just went down in here. I try to act like what he said didn't hurt my feelings, even if it did.

"Oh please, you look freshly fucked." He says and I swat his arm.

"Well you are welcome to stay but I'm getting the hell out of here." I say and walk past him towards the door. 

I lift my hand and bang on the garage door to try and get their attention. It's crazy to think a few minutes ago we were on that couch naked overcome with lust and now all I feel is a headache arising.

"What the fuck is that?" I hear someone outside ask.

"In here!" I yell as I continue to bang on the door. 

I can feel Mason's presence behind me and I choose to ignore it. I'm not staying trapped in this garage all night with this lunatic, I already feel like I'm starting to go insane. I hear a click to the garage door unlocking and relief washes over me as it opens.

"What the hell, how'd you guys get in here?" The boy who opens the garage door asks the two of us and I hope what Mason said about me looking freshly fucked isn't true.

Mason doesn't say anything, just walks right past him and disappears into the darkness. Woah it's really gotten dark outside, how long have we been stuck inside the garage?

"Thank you." I say to the boy, ignoring his question and begin walking away towards the backyard gate to get the hell out of this place.

 I don't have my phone, and I have no idea where Jessica and Natalie have gone but I'm not too far from home so I could just walk even though it's freezing outside.

The alcohol is starting to wear off and my mind is filled with regret- well actually confusion. It's not like anything has really changed from Mason and I hooking up, he's still his jackass self and that isn't ever going to change. But I can't get the images of him lying on top of me out of my head. I haven't seen him in years and the first thing I do is ignore all of our problems and just decide to get under him instead?

Classy Isabelle. I think to myself.

As I walk up to the front lawn, I start to hear a familiar voice.

"I don't really give a shit who you are, I'm not leaving here without my friend!" I hear and I know exactly that it's coming from Jessica.

"There she is." I heard Natalie say and I scurry over to them in a hurry. Thank God I was able to find them so easily, even though walking home is an option I wasn't up for it tonight. I need to be with my friends.

"Elle!" Jessica says as I catch up to them. I notice Natalie's jacket is zipped up probably hiding the stain from her shirt, and Jessica is holding her steady with her arm. I can smell the alcohol from Natalie as soon as I approach them. What the hell did I miss? 

"Where the hell have you been!" Jessica says and a quick recap replays through my mind.

"It's a long story." I decide to say. "Can we please get out of here? I'm over tonight." Jessica nods her head while she struggles to keep Natalie up.

"I'm driving." She says, "help me carry Natalie." I nod my head and slip my arm under Natalies and help Jessica drag her into the backseat of the car before Natalie plops down on the seat as Jessica drives off from the house