Fuck It To The Limit | Completed

Chapter 25

#FITTL | Chapter 25

I broke up with her when in fact I still want to be with her, I still want her and I don't even know if I can get her out of my system. Everyday, every fucking day I'm thinking of her.

Iniisip ko kung anong ginagawa niya, kung sinong mga kasama niya, if she's in her apartment already or just going out with her officemates. I'm literally going crazy now.

“Here.” I extended my arm, iniabot ko sa kaniya ang isang itim at maliit na parihabang kahon na naglalaman ng binili kong necklace. Actually that worth a million, it has an airplane pendant made by gold with tiny diamonds on it.

She looked at me full of amusement, “Sa'kin? Ano 'to, blade? Maglaslas na 'ko?”

“Stop it, Sky. Necklace 'yan.” gusot ang mukhang sabi ko, her mouth form into an 'o' shape.

“Para saan?” tanong niya habang binubuksan ang kahon, I'm waiting for her reaction. I also notice her blonde hair, I already notice that yesterday actually, that's her hair color when we've first met.

It looks so soft, I want to smell it while playing it with my fingers..

Napalunok ako ng muli siyang magtaas ng paningin sa'kin, “Bakit mo 'ko binigyan nito? At talagang pinalabas mo pa 'ko sa apartment ko.”

“Don't you fucking like it?” kunot ang noong tanong ko, umayos ako ng pagkakasandal sa kotse ko.

“Gusto. Nagtataka lang kung bakit mo pa 'ko bibigyan nito eh mag-ex na tayo, bakit hindi nung tayo pa?” she scoffed raising her left eyebrow, saglit akong naglipat ng paningin bago muling tumitig sa mata niya.

“Look, just take it or take it. I'm actually was about to buy a necklace for my new date, but sadly I buy the wrong one. She didn't like it so I decided to just give it to you.” I lied, of course I buy it personally for her. While looking for a good one, she's on my mind.

She laugh sarcastically, “Bakit sa'kin? Ba't hindi kay Candice-the-Copycat?”

Oh, she bring that up again. That fucking whore who almost rape me, thank god I didn't stick my fucking dick to her fucking thick pussy.

“She's out of reach. Just accept it.” I lied again, I just block that woman's number yesterday.

Matagal niya 'kong tinitigan, I stayed still kahit napapakagat-labi na 'ko at gustong-gusto ko na siyang hablutin at halikan. I miss her smell, her soft body to mine, I want to take her.

But I can't. I want us to get back, but I'm lack of courage to ask her. It's her who bring that topic that night, she wants to have her space from me, maybe because I'm an asshole and good for nothing.

Maybe she hates me to death that's why she date that 'Mr. Nice Guy', she even posted their picture in Instagram. Mas gusto niya ang gano'n.

“Ok, thanks.” she plastered a sweet smile, muli niyang isinara ang kahon at sumenyas na babalik na, my body automatically move. Kusang gumalaw ang kamay ko at hinawakan siya siko para pigilan sa pag-alis. “Bakit?” kunot-noong tanong niya at tiningnan ang kamay kong nakahawak sa siko niya.

“Can we..” I tried to form a word but a lump in my throat cutted me.

“Huh?”

Tumikhim ako at binawi ang kamay ko, pumamulsa ako at sa bulsa ko kinuyom ang mga palad ko. Fuck this! Why am I so coward?

“I mean, can you be my date for tonight's party?” fucking spineless! I was about to ask her if she can be my girlfriend again, but this time without expiration!

Pagak siyang tumawa, “Baliw ka ba? Ex mo lang ako, bakit ako? Mag-aya ka nalang ng kung sinong model d'yan.”

I clenched my jaw, “Because I want you.” I admitted. Mas lalo siyang natawa, napapahawak pa siya sa tiyan niya na tila ba sobrang nakakatawa ang sinabi ko. I hate this, simula kahapon ng muli kaming mag-usap ay lagi niya nalang akong tinatawanan.

Am I a fucking clown for her?

“Ok, nice joke––”

“That's not a fucking joke, Sky! That's the truth!” I roared, halos sumabog na 'ko sa sobrang inis. “Take this seriously, please.” mariin kong sabi sanhi para sumeryoso siya at manahimik.

Nakipagtagisan siya sa'kin ng tingin, “Busy ako.” 'yun lang bago niya ako tinalikuran.

“Busy to what? Last time I checked, you already file a resignation letter to your job. Nagkukulong ka lang sa apartment mo.”

“So? Kumakausap ako ng mga ligaw na kaluluwa do'n.” aniya habang patuloy parin sa paglalakad palayo.

I gritted my teeth, napipikon na ako. “Ah, fuck!” without thinking, mabilis kong tinakbo ang naging pagitan namin at mahigpit siyang niyakap mula sa likuran. This is so gay, a fucking gay scene for those people who's now looking in our direction. “Fucking stop.” anas ko sa tainga niya.

I felt her body stiffened, mas lalo kong hinigpitan ang pagkakayakap sa kanya, her body is so soft. I missed this.

“I want you back..” kahit ayoko pa ay pinakawalan ko na siya para muling iharap sa'kin, I lifted her chin and to my surprise I saw her crying!

Marahas niyang pinunasan ang mukha niya. “Alam mo ang gago mo! Ang kapal din ng mukha mo!” she cried at tinuyo ang mukha niya, “M-matapos mong makipaghiwalay, kung kailan nasa kalagitnaan na ako ng pagmo-move-on ko saka ka gagan'yan!” hinampas niya ng paulit-ulit ang dibdib ko.

“Wait! Isn't it you who want to end our relationship that time?” I asked.

She slapped me, “Ang kapal talaga ng mukha mo. Ikaw nga 'tong hindi alam kung ano ang monthsary!”

“But.. It's you who bring up that topic..” mahina kong sambit habang inaalala ang pangyayari. Saglit siyang natigilan, makalipas ang ilang minuto ay iyak-tawa siyang pinaghahampas ako.

“G-gago ka! Inakala mo bang sinabi ko 'yon para makipaghiwalay? Bwisit ka! Nagkakamali ka kung gano'n!” she spat, I stupidly laugh. Natatawa ko siyang niyakap at ibinaon ang mukha niya sa dibdib ko.

I thought she bring that up to give me a hint that she was about to break-up with me, and because I'm a fucking jerk, inunahan ko siya.

Oh, fuck me.

“Ang dami mo pang babae, gago ka talaga!” she growled in my chest.

“Oh c'mon, it's you who has a 'Nice Guy'. Fuck that man, he's no match to me. Good guy is boring, trust me.” I kissed her hair.

“Officemate ko lang 'yon eh, ikaw tong may mga babae agad.”

“Those are just display to make you jealous, I didn't fuck them, I promise.” I admitted, mahina akong natawa. “My last time is our break-up sex.”

Humiwalay siya sa'kin, “Sinungaling.” she rolled her teary eyes.

I smiled before kissing her forehead, “You wish.”

| itsmezucky

========================

A/N: Lol, sorry for the wrong grammar/spelling. Wala ako sa sarili ko habang tina-type 'to HAHAHAH. Sorry for the slow update too, don't worry guys may ibabagal pa 'to HAHAHHA JK!

Give me the fucking star if this fucking story deserve it! :D

========================