IN BETWEEN

~t w e n t y n i n e~

I fell in love with the world in you.

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|Chapter twenty nine| 

There are times when we let loose. Where our mind is actually screaming at you— 'loosen up a bit?'

There are times when we forget about everything and our mind becomes light like a feather.

There are times when we feel so free and it feels like it was the only freedom that we've been craving for throughout our life.

There are times when you don't freaking care about anyone and just be within yourself and feel alive, not awake. Because there's a huge difference between being alive and awake.

Awake is when you are physically awake, your conscience is awake. When you are physically here but mentally somewhere else. And alive is when you just forget about everything and throw your arms up in happiness and get the feeling of overwhelmness.

And that's what I was doing and feeling right now. It was like I was having the best fudging time of my entire life. It feels so good that I've never felt.

The way I was swaying my body to the song 'Mia' by Drake felt so good. I've never realised I was this good dancer until now. It was some feeling which I haven't felt, ever.

I had a vodka bottle in one hand and the other hand was moving over my body as I was swaying it according to the song.

To say I was just a little bit drunk, would be an understatement.

Yes! Me, Skyler Grayson was drunk.

Complete drunk.

Shocking right?

What she has never done in her life, she was doing that right now and living it to the fullest.

People always says that getting drunk always helps you to loosen up and feel free from the stress. It gives you the feeling of euphoria. By getting drunk people become so confident then they have ever been.

Some drunker brings out the version of one's true feelings. People dredge up feelings from somewhere deep in their brains, so what one says or does certainly reflects what's going on deep down. You know the emotional drunk.

Some are happy drunk, like me! I don't know if I've ever felt this happy and cheerful in my entire life. I was full of energy at the moment that atoms in my body were roaming here and there so damn fast.

It all started at the beer pong, where I wasn't willing to play, ofcourse so I just sat there and looked at my surroundings. The beer pong was so boring, for me. What is even in there? They were just drinking, drinking and drinking getting complete drunk. I've never liked alcohol. The only thought of alcohol makes me crave for holy water. It's smell is so disgusting. But right now, it's like there's no better thing than the alcohol in the world.

At the beer pong Alyson underestimated me that I'm of no use. I can't do anything, I'm just a manipulative bitch and fuc-okay let's not go over there but yeah she said all the bad words she could come up with to me. And when me and my friends stood up for me, she challenged me for beer pong and for some reason I felt like proving it to her. Ryan, Mae and my whole gang were preventing me from drinking it real hard but I didn't listen to any of them and gladly accepted the challenge. I obviously put a fake façade on my face that it's just alcohol I can do this but deep down I only knew that this wasn't going to end well.

So I downed a whole freaking bottle and clearly won against her. And now we were all seperated in Brad's house where I was dancing. And I danced too much that I decided to give my legs a bit rest and walked where sofas were present. I reached it and plopped myself down with a heavy sigh.