𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐞 ˢʰᶦᵏᵃᵐᵃʳᵘ

flustered

"W-Woah," Shikamaru exhaled as [y/n] pushed him down onto her bed.

"Shut up," she mumbled while straddling him and placing wet kisses down his neck.

"Off," she demanded while tugging on Shikamaru's black long sleeve.

Shikamaru wanted this just as much as she did, but he knows that [y/n] isn't in the right state of mind. He watched her quickly slip off her vest and shirt, only leaving herself in her brassiere.

"No," Shikamaru denied while propping himself up with his elbows.

"What do you mean no?"

"You've been acting out you need to calm down," he saw [y/n]'s lustful expression turn into frustrated one.

"You want me to stay don't you?" she leaned towards him and began to kiss his lips.

"Well y-yeah," Shikamaru stutters as [y/n]'s hands began to trail on his lower abdomen.

"Then let's just do this,"

"N-No," he regrettably repeated.

I literally can't believe I'm doing this.

"Shikamaru what the heck?" she spoke with an irritated tone.

"Y-You're not in the right state of mine, y-you just got back," Shikamaru was blushing immensely, trying his best to not stare at her breast. She huffed and threw herself beside him.

"You're right I'm sorry," she mumbled as they both stared up at the ceiling.

"It's fine, I just want to make sure our first time is a time you won't regret,"

"You are so damn cheesy," she chuckled while shaking her head in disapproval.

"W-Whatever!" Shikamaru rolled his eyes.

"But now you got to deal with that," she laughed lightly while pointing at the bulge in his pants.

"I-I'm l-leaving!" Shikamaru shot up from the bed and [y/n] laughed harder.

"Go take a shower, if you know what I mean," she continued to poke fun of her boyfriend.

"[y/n]!" Shikamaru shot a dirty look at her which made [y/n] smile innocently.

"Hurry, I have a meeting with the Hokage at 2!" she yelled out as Shikamaru slipped his shoes on.

"B-Be ready in 35 minutes," Shikamaru mumbled still blushing from seeing [y/n]'s nearly expose chest.

"Okay, bye love you," she waved him off.

"Love you too," he said it back but it was quite, he still wasn't use to expressing such intimate words.

[y/n] watched the Nara leave in a flustered and nervous manner, and once he left her room she threw herself back into her bed.

"What is wrong with me!" she sighed and ran her hands down her face.

"What was I thinking!" [y/n] has never pushed herself onto Shikamaru so aggressively before. At that moment she was acting out on her own selfish desires.

Since they were going to meet with the Hokage,
[y/n] sluggishly got up from her bed and dragged herself to her bathroom.

"He probably thinks I'm crazy now," she mumbled to herself, as the embarrassment sunk in even deeper. Once she reached the bathroom she began to stare at herself through her mirror. She had realized her usual eye color was tinted darker. She then ran her hands through her now short hair, she felt so weird as if the body she was in wasn't even hers.