The Help~(Completed♡)

Accidental Trauma

Beck's P.O.V.

"Jaxx, enough.", I whispered harshly and we walked through the store.

"But dad!", he whined loudly.

"Jaxson one more word and you're not gonna like what happens young man."

"Dick.", he muttered. I stopped in the store, grabbing a wooden spoon off the shelf and spinning Jaxx around,

SMACK! SMACK! SMACK! SMACK! SMACK!

"Not another word. Do you understand me?", I hissed. He nodded a little, shaking slightly. "Good. Let's go."

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Jaxx got into the backseat when we got to the car, putting on my hoodie and curling up in a ball.

"You okay kid?", Alex asked softly.

"No. I-I-I can't believe he-he did that.", he whispered as I put groceries away. I got in the car and drove us home as Axel and Alex started getting groceries. Jaxx slumped up the stairs, only for Axel to stop him,

"Aren't you gonna help?"

"Give him a minute kiddo.", I said softly. He nodded as we all put away the groceries before I sighed, "Stay down here for a bit, alright?" They nodded as I made my way upstairs and into Jaxx's room. He sat in a ball in the corner, pressed between the wall and his dresser as he cried softly. I sat in front of him, "Will you tell me what's going on in there?", I asked softly, tapping on his head. He glanced at me, his blue eyes full of tears, before looking back down,

"Y-You don't ca-care about me any-anymore."

"What? Jaxson what the hell makes you think that?", I said softly, petting his hair. He wiped his face on the hoodie sleeves,

"I...I need to be s-spanked.", he whispered, "And I-I've been acting out a ton so you would and you-you just ignored it all."

"And then I snapped and spanked you today."

"No. You just embarrassed me." He looked up at me, his eyes full of heartbreak, "Did-Did you give up on me?" I felt tears well up in my eyes as I pushed his hair from his face,

"Baby no. No. Never. I could never, ever give up on you. I love you more than anything and I'm sorry. I'm sorry I embarrassed you today and I'm sorry about the past few weeks. I-I just started to cut you more slack since you're getting older."

"You have to tell me that. I can't read your mind dad."

"You're right. I'm sorry." He laughed a little,

"I-I don't understand why I feel like I need to be spanked."

"It's a big part of your life. It's something you benefit from and the way it makes you break down is different than normally breaking down. Sometimes stuff like that helps relieve stress and make you let out stuff you didn't know you were bottling up."

"Oh. Okay."

"Babe, if you feel like you need to be spanked because you're stressed, all you have to do is tell me. You don't have to be embarrassed, it's a mature thing to ask for help, okay?"

"But I-I don't wanna get spanked like... like a lot." I chuckled a little,

"It's different sweets. Stress spankings are usually just until you snap and they don't hurt like a punishment spanking." He nodded a little bit. "But it's not something I can just do. I know when you make a mistake and deserve to get punished, but a lot of times I can't tell when you're stressed out unless it's really bad. I can't read your mind either."