The Guy Through My Window

ACKNOWLEDGEMENT

Most of all, I would thank GOD: FATHER, SON, and HOLY SPIRIT. 

Without Him I would have never written this book, I would have never discovered the gift He had put in me and I would have always been a Wattpad reader instead of a writer. 

{A small part of my testimony}

Around mid-February 2019, I had a sudden disturbing feeling moving inside of me. It had been a month since I accepted JESUS as my personal LORD and SAVOIR and a year since I fought my addiction. I had sleepless nights, uneasy feelings boring down in my heart. I asked GOD what this feeling meant and trust me that was the first time I heard Him; He said, "Write." I randomly made up a story, like what the starting and the ending would be, I had no idea what dialogues, plot, and other stuff would be. So I began writing and I felt so worst, a fourth-grade kid could write better than me. One day, before I could begin writing, I had felt awfully disgusted about myself; I wanted to quit so badly but there was a rising flame burning inside me telling me not to quit. I inquired GOD again;

"GOD, if it was your plan to make me write then why do I feel like this was all the void stupid feelings that made me do this?" 

I was crying and simultaneously my mind was filling me with strong Biblical words of inspiration. So I gathered myself up, wiped my tears, and told myself;

"If God leads you to it He would also lead you through it."

Then I felt something change in me, I felt somebody whispering the words to me, those words I never knew I had. I wish I took a selfie because my expression would be awestruck. So this went on for like till the first week of June and I never missed praying to Him when I begin and never missed thanking Him after I wrote. I began posting on Wattpad in July and I made sure I prayed before I typed and thanked Him before I published. When I was reading my written work sometime later, I couldn't believe that I wrote that. 

I have no idea why GOD lead me through this but I do know that this is one of the gifts of the HOLY SPIRIT which GOD provided me after I gave my life to Him. My work is not at all perfect compared to the other Wattpad writers, I'm still trying to overcome that when GOD spoke to me through Pastor Michael Todd;

"Don't compare your seed with somebody's tree." 

His words hit me so hard. (I was sitting beside a tree when I heard this sermon)

But God does not call the qualified but qualifies the called. I have no idea what plan GOD has for me, He either shows you the mountain top or the way to the mountain. In my case He sure is shown me the way, I hope to write many more books praising GOD, making people realize how amazing He is. It takes small baby steps and I'm trying as the opportunity is favorable during this lockdown. 

Thank you, everyone, who read my imperfectly perfect book so far and I appreciate your patience. I would especially thank my family and friends who motivated and guided me through this entire journey. I would thank Wattpad too for a platform to showcase my talent.

A special shoutout to those who always voted and commented on my story;

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I love you'll specially and would love to add more names once you'll show me your love through your votes.

Keep reading and Keep spreading the Good news to all creation.

{JF Abraham}