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Simon got in the water and he and Harry began talking. "Talia, photo," I said and she walked over to me.

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Talia: bestie💕
Wroetoshaw: baby🥺
Miniminter: can I have my gf back xx
| lexisbrumback: no soz she's mine xx
Hater 1: fat
Hater 2: ugly
Hater 3: lose some weight
Hater 4: she's definitely using them
Hater 5: why are they even mates with her?

I began reading through the comments and there were loads of comments calling me fat. I knew I shouldn't let them get to me but after looking at the photo for long enough, I realised they were telling the truth. I looked down at my stomach and all I saw was fat. Tears filled my eyes and I knew I was going to cry so I stood up and walked inside and into the bathroom. I slid down the wall and began sobbing. I saw the door open and Tobi was stood there. "Lexi? What's wrong?" He asked.

"N-Nothing I'm fine," I said and wiped my tears away and smiled at him.

"No, you're going to tell me what's wrong," he said sitting next to me. I didn't make eye contact. In fact I looked in the opposite direction. "You don't have to tell me, I can go and get Harry or Freya,"

"No, don't," I said and looked at him.

"Then tell me," he said. I shook my head and sighed.

"The first time I post a picture of me not wearing a hoodie, and all people are saying is that I'm fat.. I'm so fucking fat, I've tried dieting, working out but it doesn't work. All I want to be is skinny for fucks sake, skinny and pretty but no.. it's stupid," I said ranting to him.

"Don't listen to haters, they're just trying to get to you," he said.

"It's not just haters, it's myself.. I am fat but I try to lose it and it doesn't work," I said.

"You're not fat," he said.

"Look at me," I said, "I don't even know how Harry can look at me, matter of fact like me, he's so funny and good looking and I'm sat here crying and I look like a pig,"

"Don't say that to yourself, who else has said that but in real life," he said.

"Everyone at school, I had no mates, people used to look at me and laugh," I said.

"They were just jealous," he said.

"Of what? They're jealous of my fat body and shit personality over their own perfect body and funny personality. Sounds legit," I said and laughed to myself, "thanks for trying though,"

"Look I'm always here for you yeah?" Tobi said whilst getting up and I nodded. Once he left, I looked at myself in the mirror and walked out and back over to Harry's sun-bed, I placed a towel around me and curled up in a ball. Everyone else was in the pool having a good time. I began looking at fan edits again and liking them. Most of them made me smile and that's when I saw a fan account, fully dedicated to me. I went on it and it was filled with edits of me. I began to tear up before following her. I turned my phone off and looked into the distance and sighed.

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