Reina Hwang Seolgoo 🍂POVs🍂
After sa lahat na nangyari.. Chiara stayed in my dorm, pinalipat ko siya sa dorm ko, since.. Wala naman akong ka-dorm mate, I don't actually trust her older sister thou, kaya pinalipat ko siya dito sa dorm ko.
" Can you stopped crying wimp? " sabi ko
Kami lang dalawa dito sa loob ng dorm, mamaya pa dadating ang iba naming kasama, at ito ako ngayun kasama siya, umiiyak parin..
" Sorry." Chiara
" Sorry for what? " sabi ko
" For what happened to you and to your family.. They started another conflict again." Chiara
" It's okay, we are used to it, it's.. Our everyday life. *smile*" sabi ko
" You mean.. Your family always gets into a fight with other people? " Chiara
" Well, you can say that.. But they can be also 'Crazy' and 'Violent' when It comes to fight with enemies. *smile*" sabi ko
" I've never seen you smile like that before *smile*, and the way you mentioned 'Violent'.. It seems like.. It's pretty normal to you. " Chiara
" Violence? Killing people? Or to be killed? Is... Just pretty normal for us, we may be crazy.. But we still have a heart, we also know what's wrong and what's right.. But we still end up choosing the wrong one. *smile*" sabi ko
Ngumiti naman kaagad siya sakin, and for god sake.. At least she stopped crying now.. It's very annoying, I hate people crying in front of me.
" And besides, even if we have a problem.. We still finds away to solve the problem we all facing, we also hides secrets, but still end up telling them. " sabi ko
" I have a secret too, that I never opened up with my long bestfriend or to anyone, I just keep them to myself, I was just.. Not ready to talked about it.. I'm scared that.. They might.. Judge me." Chiara
" If you are ready to tell your secret, I'm here for you to listen whatever secret that is you've been hiding from us, maybe if you try to opened it up, maybe I can help.. Violently, just kidding. " sabi ko
Ngumiti naman kaagad siya sakin at ngumiti narin ako sa kanya, huminga siya ng malalim at ako naman dito.. Hinihintay ko lang siya kung handa naba siya na sabihin ang sekreto niya.
" You know, no one really stood up for me, not until.. I met Rén, Maisie and Bella, when I was in elementary days, I was always getting beat up, bullied, locked inside the bathroom, Janitors room, and just like that, I couldn't even stood up for myself, I have no confidence to fight for myself, low self-esteem. " Chiara
" Continue, I'll listen. " sabi ko
" Then.. .. Someone save me from the people who hurts me, it was Rén, I was scared that she might get bullied too if she stood up for me, but those people who hurt me was scared of her, so I ended up.. Staying closed to her, cause I was scared that.. I'll be bullied again. " Chiara
" She was always there for me, and we become close and she even introduced me to her two brothers and two bestfriends, I was so happy that now, I have friends to talked with.. Not until... She moved to another school with her two bestfriend.. I was.. Alone again, then the bullying continues,.. Again and again.. " Chiara
Nakikinig lang ako sa kanya, mukhang seryoso talaga siyang ikukwento niya ang secreto niya... Mukha seryoso din siya sa mga sinasabi niya.
" Pag.. Uuwi ako.. I always get beat up.. *smile* then until one night.. I almost got raped by my father, pero di niya natuloy kaagad, kasi pumasok yung step mother ko sa kwarto, akala ko ipagtatangol niya ko... But she didn't.. She accused me of something I didn't do.. She called me slut.. B*tch.. My own step mother called me a slut, I really wish that my mom was still alive. " Chiara
BINABASA MO ANG
S1: WILD CHILD GONE Bad (Completed)
Terror" You want to taste hell? Come and get it, I'll bring you to hell, where we were born." R ~°°~ " I will let you feel the never ending pain in hell, it's a music in my ear." S ~°°~ " Hell? Its where we were born, you wanna come with me? Sure, I'll br...
