Harry
I wake up and get ready for the studio.
I throw on a hoodie, skinny jeans and boots.
I have been cutting a lot recently, feeling bad for myself I want it stop so bad but I sit have a reason to. The hate has just been getting so bad so I have to wear a sweatshirt to cover them up. If the boys see it then they will make fun of me, I'm not proud of it but if it's the only thing that helps then I'll take it.This is the second time going there. And we will start recording today.
I pass by her room on my way out.
Geez it's only been like 9 months and I still just can't open the door. It's to sad. I miss her.
I shake off the feelings and walk to my car and drive to the studio.
I grab my water and phone and walk in to be greeted by the boys.
"Hey Harry!" Niall says.
"Good morning" I say back and to Zayn and Liam.
Louis just ignores me and goes on his phone.
"How was your days off?" Zayn asks.
"It was good I hung out with my friend." I say.
"Oh nice." Liam says.
"Okay boys lets go, I need Harry first." Julian announces.
I get up and follow him to record.
"Okay let's get started." He says.
"Here are your lyrics in green. I want you to sing the first part."
I look it over quick and walk up to the mic.
"There's a lightning in your eyes I can't deny
Then there's me inside a sinking boat, running out of time
Without you I'll never make it out alive
But I know, yes I know we'll be alright"
"That was good I just need you to be a little louder let's do it again." He says.
So I do it again. And we record the rest of my parts.After a while he tells me to send Liam in.
"Louis your turn." I say to him.
He nods and walk off.
I was in there for at least an hour, and if I'm being honest his voice sounds like an angel so so beautiful he doesn't get enough credit wow.I suddenly hear my phone go off.
It's my mom.
"Hey!" I say.
When I say that the boys all look at me but I just stare at the wall.
"Hi honey! How is it? Are you okay? Feeling good?" She asks.
"Yes I'm fine and it's good." I say.
"Well I miss you so much! I can't wait to see you again." She says.
"I miss you too. I can't wait either." I say smiling.
"Maybe I can visit this week?" She asks.
"Yea I'd love that I just need to see when I'm free then you can come over." I say.
"Alright baby I gotta go. Bye I love you!!" She says.
"Bye, I love you too." I smile and hang up.
I look up and all the boys are staring at me smiling, well expect Louis of course he's recording.
"What?" I ask them.
"Someone's in loveeee!!" Niall said grinning.
"Excuse me?!" I laughed.
"Got a hot date this week?" Zayn said smirking.
"Oh my god" I say shocked they think it's a girl.
"What don't be embarrassed. Who is she?" Liam said smiling.
"Well she is actually my mum." I say and their jaws drop.
"Oh omg I'm so sorry" Niall says seriously.
I just start bursting out laughing and so do they.
Then we stop when we hear Louis clearing his throat.
"Sorry to crash your little party but Liam he needs you." Louis says.
And Liam walks off.
We just sit there silently like that just didn't happen.
Then Niall and Zayn go in and we finally finish for the day.
It's only about 3:00 so we are all waiting in the lounge for Julian to let us know we can leave.
"Hey do you guys wanna do something after?" Liam says.
"Yea sure what should we do?" Niall asks.
They all shrug expect me because I don't know if they are talking to me about it.
"Harry any ideas?" Zayn asks.
Oh I guess they are.
"Well there's a football game I think it's the finals before the cup?" I suggest.
"Oh yea I forgot!" Liam says.
"Harry why don't you come over later and we can watch?" Niall says.
Making Louis look up annoyed.
"We can't, remember are getting the new tv is getting installed at 7?" Zayn says.
"Well you guys can come over my place." I offer shyly.
"Are you sure you don't mind?" Liam asks.
"No not all" I say smiling.
"Okay that's okay. Should we come right after this or later?" Niall says.
"Anytime is good." I say.
"Okay let's just go now?" Zayn says.
I nod.
"Louis you down?" Zayn asks.
"Yea sure." He says rolling his eyes.
"Alright I call driving with Harry!" Niall shouts.
"Me too!" Zayn yells and they both run to my car for shot gun leaving me Liam, and Louis.
"Okay you guys gonna follow?" I ask.
"Yeah" Louis says. Not making eye contact.
I nod and head outside.
Well this should be fun.Omg what's gonna happen?!

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