The New Addition L.S

Ch.25

Harry

"He is usually awake hours before us why is here still sleeping?" I hear someone say.
"Maybe he's dead."
"Or maybe he is going to fake dead so no concert."
"HAZZA WAKE UP!" Niall screamed rolling me off the bed.
"Dude What the fuck was that for?" I asked.
"It's like 11:00 Haz we need to be at the arena in an hour." Liam says.
"Ok okay." I say getting up.
"Haz are you okay usually you wake up at like 7?" Lou asks.
"Yea I'm fine I promise." I say.
"Okay just let me know." He says hugging me.
It feels like a good hug, I don't know why I want to be close with him, I trust him a lot I feel like I can't tell him anything or I feel like I've known his for years.
"Oh shit" I say pulling away.
"What?" Lou asks.
"I have to shower." I say running to get clothes.
I run inside the bathroom and quickly shower, brush my teeth.
I change into sweats and and a sweatshirt.
I bring my stuff out of the bathroom and they are all sitting on the couches drinking tea.
"Haz what's got you in such a rush?" Liam asks.
"Don't we have to leave in 20mins?" I ask frantically putting my shoes on.
"Yea but we aren't in any rush the show isn't until 8 and we always have free time." Liam says.
I start feeling I'm going to have a panic attack and my breathe speeds up.
"Haz you Alright there?" Lou asks.
"Yea I um just a panicking a little." I say as I try to control my breathing.
I start sweating and trying to take deep breathes. I put my hand on my chest to try to steady my breathing but it just quickens.
"Haz there's no need to panic your just fine take a deep breathe." Lou says going to my side.
At this point all the guys are concerned standing up.
"Yea- shit! That hurts!" I say trying to breathe feeling as hitting pain in my chest.
"Do you need some water?" Niall asks.
I nod.
"I need my medicine" I choke out trying to breathe.
I run over to my bag and grab the orange bottle and desperately two out.
They are all watching me like I'm crazy. I can't believe I forgot to take it.
Niall's hands me the water and I take my pills.
I let a few deep breathes out until I'm finally calm.
"Haz what just happened?" Zayn asks.
"I just got scared for a sec I'm fine now don't worry." I say sitting down and they follow me.
"Harry stop saying your fine because you just couldn't breathe and then you popped some mystery pills that you told me were for your headaches but seeing as I've seen you take them every morning they aren't. So cut the shit and just tell us we don't keep things from each other!" Louis yelled making everyone even me shocked.
But soon they all nod agreeing.
"Okay um I have anxiety and I need to take those everyday or I'll have a panic attack. Sorry I didn't want to tell you it's pretty embarrassing." I say looking down.
"Haz are you kidding?! There is nothing wrong with that." Liam says.
"It's embarrassing I'm like some drugy taking pills everyday." I say.
"Haz before you came here I used to have to take anti diarrhea medicine everyday for 2 years." Niall's says making me laugh.
"Thank you Niall that makes me feel better." I say.
"And I'm sorry Lou for telling you it was for headaches." I say.
"Don't be love it's not your fault." He says.
I like when he calls me love makes me feel all warm and fuzzy inside.
"Okay love birds we have to go" Zayn says.
I get up and punch him in the arm.
We make our way to the black suv that's going to take us to the arena they said it's going be about 30,000 people which is crazy the biggest audience I've had was a school talent show and that was probably 50 people and it was very long ago, so I hope I'm ready for a lot more.