The New Addition L.S

Ch.10

Harry

I wake up to the worst headache of my life.
I sit up trying to focus but I immediately feel bile going up my throat.
I put my hand over my mouth and run to the bathroom throwing up everything from yesterday. And the alcohol burning my throat.
After a few minutes I stand up and brush my teeth.
I grab some pain relievers and take them. I take some out for Braydon as well cause he's gonna need them.
I go back in my room still so foggy. What happened last night? I change my clothes.
And go down stairs and take my other prescription anxiety medication.
After I start cooking eggs, pancakes, and bacon.
While I'm cooking I hear Braydon coming down stairs.
"Here" I say handing him painkillers.
He sits down and I give him a plate of food.
"Dude what the fuck happened?" He asks.
"I don't know man I only remember winning you in FIFA and after that no clue." I say.
I check my phone to see I have a missed call.
I call it's back.
"Hello?" I say.
"Hey Harry it's Simon I just wanted to let you know Julian said you did a really good job recording the other day." He says.
"Oh thank you it was nothing really."
"Okay well good job is everything going good with the boys? Not causing you trouble?"
"Everything's good nothing I can't handle." I say.
"Okay well call me if you need anything."
"Will do bye Simon." I say and end the call.
"So anything you have to tell me?" Braydon says suspiciously.
"No why?" I ask.
"Well why are you cutting again?" He asks while taking a bite of his food.
I know my face got red.
"It's nothing I swear I'm just stressed." I say.
"I thought you were going to stop" he says.
"I tried bray I swear it's just this whole thing is stressful and I miss her." I say upset.
"It's okay we all do. But you have to learn to cope. Please call me next time I can  help you know that. But seriously I can't watch you hurt yourself like that again, you don't deserve it Harry I just want you to know I'm always there for you. So please can you promise me you will try to stop?" He says.
"Yea I will bray, thanks I appreciate it." I respond.
"Have you been taking your meds?" He asks
"Yes mom!" I shout getting up to put our plates away.
"Good. Well I have to leave soon for my sister birthday party. Wanna play some FIFA before?" Braydon asks.
"Yea lets go!" I yell ready to beat him.

We played FIFA for about an hour until he had to leave.
I worked on school after he left for what felt like hours. I had to write an essay and do a lab in my psychology class.
A few days past after of me literally doing nothing. I hate it all alone.
But we start recording again tomorrow so that's good.

Louis

A few days after the fight with the boys we have calmed down. We haven't brought him up but we are fine now.
I'm not looking forward for tomorrow at all. I used to but not anymore.

There's just something about him I don't want to like but then again he's perfect. I mean I'm not gay, obviously, but he's got everything and these are my 4 best friends and I don't want him replacing me.