The New Addition L.S

Ch.49

Harry

4 weeks. It's been 4 weeks since I had last seen or heard from them.

Well of course they tried calling but I didn't answer.
The first two weeks were good. Really helped actually. I spent it relieving stress and coping with anxiety. I have been with my mum the whole time, so she has really helped.
I had a lot of time to think and I did a lot.
I also exercised a shit ton like every single morning so I got a lot more toned.

The last two weeks it went downhill from there.
I decided to check social media quickly but immediately when I opened Twitter new pictures of Eleanor and Louis popped up.

It hurt. So bad.

I guess we never really officially broke up so he still got with her when I left.
So I started cutting a lot. Pretty much everyday. My mum has had to try to stop me but it just doesn't work.

Braydon. I met up with him a few times. Got to meet his girlfriend soon to be fiancé he told me, and he talked to me a lot about what was going on but none of it stuck with me.

Today I'm going back. Not because I want to but because I have to.

Louis

Yes I'm with Eleanor. Why? Because she didn't run away when things got scary. She stayed with me. No they don't approve but I don't need them too.

Yea of course I'm worried about him none of us had heard anything since he left a month ago.

"Do you think he coming back?" Niall asks.
"Well yes of course I mean he has too." Liam says.
"What if he doesn't I mean do we just go on without him?" I ask.
"Well I don't Louis why did you decide to cheat on your boyfriend and your STILL cheating on him, you know you guys never broke up?" Zayn asks.

Oh god.

We never broke up. I didn't even realize that. And I'm still with her and I have a boyfriend.

"I never realized that" I say guilty.
"Yea we know" Zayn says.
"Well we start recording tomorrow so he should show up maybe work things out." Niall says.
"Yea and even if he doesn't we will just contact management and find him." Liam says.

The day goes as normal we are all sitting around the couch watching tv around 10p.m Then the door suddenly swings open and low and behold.

All of our faces go pale. He's here. He looks different. Tanner, a lot more buff, sad.
He walks up the stairs wearing a sweatshirt and shorts with a bag over his shoulder. He takes a look at us before saying nothing and walking up stairs.

We all look at each other shocked.
"Um what just happened?" Niall Asks.
"He just walked away I mean a hello would have been nice" I say.
"Oh shut up Louis you don't deserve a hello!" Liam says.
"True." I agree.
"Okay I will talk to him tomorrow let's just give him the night." Zayn says and we all agree.

Harry

This is it. I open the door and let my self in my house.
I look up and see all the guys watching t.v but I look at everyone but Louis.
I mean I'm not mad anymore I'm over it, just like he got over me with Eleanor I got over him with a different way.

I look at them but just run upstairs.
I set my bag down on my untouched bed. I unpack it and then immediately just get into bed.

I'm so tired. Physically and emotionally. Doing what I do to stay happy on a daily basis takes a toll on you soon enough.

I hear them all go into their room soon enough. Louis is right next to mine great.
Now that I think of it I honestly need a girlfriend. If this is how it's going to be now.
I'm going to get one.