The New Addition L.S

Ch.60

Louis

After that phone call with Harry and Braydon I've been worried. I haven't heard from either of them in 3 days.
I tried calling them a few times but o stopped because I assumed they needed space.

We've been doing a lot of stuff just to try to keep our minds off of what's going on.
The boys are telling me not to worry but how could I not.

Today we are going to a few shops downtown and to the beach. I'm sure when Harry comes back he'll enjoy all this but right now we need to also.

Harry

I've been in my room for 3 days. My phone is dead and I don't have the energy to charge it.
Braydon and my mum keep checking up on me and coming into my room.
But I just shut them out and tell them I'm tired.
I don't take the food they give me.
I know this isn't how I should be reacting but how should I?

The funeral is today.
So that means I need to get up and shower.

I skip out of my comforter only in my boxers and make my way to the bathroom.
I look at my self in the mirror. I look sick. I had dark circles under my eyes and my cheek bones were out.

I get my razor out do what makes me happy before showering.

After I shower I go to my room in a towel and pick out my suit and shoes and style my hair.
We still have 15 minutes till we have to leave so I sit in my bed for minute taking it all in.
After I few minutes I find myself sobbing in my hands.

"Hey baby can I come in?" I hear my mom knock on the door.
"Yea" I choke out.
"Oh baby come here" she coos walking over to me sitting down and embracing me into her hold while I sob into her chest.
"I miss them so much mum!" I sob.
"I know baby me too" he coos running her fingers through my hair.

After I a few minutes I calm down and she pulls me up and and wipes my tears away.
"Can you eat something before we leave?" She asks.
I nod just to make her happy knowing it won't end well for me.

I go down stairs and she hands me and sandwich she made before coming into my room.
I eat the sandwich making my mom happy and I hear Robin walking in.
"Hey bud" he says rubbing my back.
"Hi" I say I'm my raspy voice.
I finish my sandwich.
"Can I go to the bathroom before we leave?" I ask my mum and she nods.

I run upstairs and lock the door turning on the sink.
I fall in front of the toilet and shove my 2 fingers in my throat making all my sandwich I had just eaten come up.
I continue throwing up for a few minutes until I have nothing left.
I clean up my hands and brush my teeth.

I go back downstairs and leave with my mum and Robin to the funeral.

Zayn

None of our fans know we are on a island but they do know Harry is home.
There were just papped pictures of him released.
I go to the boys down stairs who are all setting up for dinner.
"Did you guys see these?" I ask them showing the pictures.
"No wait let me see!" Louis franticly takes me phone.
"He looks like he's going to a funeral." He says sighing.
"Yea the location is at a funeral home." I say.
"Shit." Liam says.
"When is he gonna come back?" Niall asks.
"Soon hopefully I'm gonna try calling Braydon again." Louis says.
And they all nod agreeing.

We have been trying hard to not worry asking as we got to see he's alive is good. But we need him.