The New Addition L.S

Ch.40

Louis

It's already 10:30 and Harry still isn't awake. I was going to wake him up when I did but I knew he was gonna have a bad day.
I'm going to try not to worry he's probably just really tired.
We all eat breakfast obviously without Harry because he's not awake.
"Where's Haz?" Niall asks.
"Still sleeping, it might be a hard day for him because it's been a year since Gemma so I'm gonna let him sleep in." I say.
They just nod.
Hopefully he'll come down soon.

Harry

I've been awake since 6am. Lou left bed around 8 he probably thought I was sleeping cause he kissed my forehead. I've just been sitting here staring at the ceiling.
I can't get out of bed. I just can't.
It's already 10:00.
I can't do this.
Why me? Why does my best friend have to die like that?

It's about 10:45am. When I decide I want to go out. I haven't been down stairs they probably think I've been sleeping.
I slip on my black skinny jeans, a floral shirt half way buttoned, and my Chelsea boots and do my hair.
I grab my phone and wallet and make my way down the stairs.
I go into the kitchen where all the boys are cleaning up.
I ignore their looks not making eye contact and go over to my medicine.
"Hey Haz where you going?" Niall asks.
"Out." I spat taking my medicine and grabbing my keys.
"Yea Okay. But where?" Liam says with an annoying tone.
"Harry I told you I would help you today please let me." Louis pleads.
"I said I'm fucking going out! Mind your business!" I yelled and they are shocked but I just walk to the door and leave slamming it shut.

Louis

"Shit I told him last night I would help him." I say frustrated.
"It's not your fault Lou I'm promise" Zayn says.
"I just don't want him to do anything stupid, I mean today is obviously really hard for him but he can control it and we are all here to help him." I say.
"Yea let's just let him cool down we will see him later I promise and if he does relapse or something happens which I pray to god it won't we will always be here for him." Liam says.
"Yea we will."

Harry

1 hour later

It's been an hour and I feel amazing.
I've only smoked a blunt, and taken like 6 vodka shots so I'm drunk but not drunk drunk.
"I WANNA DANCE WITH SOMEBODY!" I scream singing along with some random girl.
I continue taking shots and smoking with some people for about 2 more hours.
I've never felt more alive.
But I should go home soon.
I walk over to the bartender who took my keys.
"Keys pleaseee." I slur.
"No way I'll call you a taxi." He says.
I don't even argue because I know I'm way to high and drunk to be driving right now.
I wait outside and stumble in the taxi once it arrives.
"Good morning!!" I say even though I don't think it's morning.
I give him my address.
"Jeez your windows taste good." I say licking them and giggling.
"Okay man were here." He says.
I throw him a $100 dollars bill.
"Keep the change." I slur getting out.

Louis

It's been almost 4 hours since Harry left we all were a little worried but we wanted to give him space.
We all sat up quickly once we heard a door close outside.
"He's here." Zayn says.

We hear him open the door and walk in but he hasn't said anything.
We all walk over near the entrance from the living room.
"Why hello there!!" He says giggling.
What the fuck.
"Dude what's that smell?" Niall asks.
Then we look over at Harry who smells his shirt and starts giggling.
"That might b-be me." He says giggling and slurring.
"Dude are you high?" Zayn says raising his voice.
"And veryyyy drunk" He slurs.
He walks past us and the reek of weed fills our nose, making us all scrunch our faces.
We walk into the kitchen where he is looking for food.
"Where the fuck where you?!" Liam yells.
"Liammmm can you make me foodddd?" He pouts ignoring his question.
"Can you answer the question?" Niall asks.
"I was distracting myself from bad bad things Lima you wouldn't be happy with me about." He slurs.

Zayn walks over and gives him a water bottle.
"Drink this." He demands and Harry takes it and starts chugging it but laughing while he's drinking it so a lot of spills.
"Dude your eyes are bloodshot!" Zayn yells.
"I thought they were green" Harry giggles.
"Harry lets go to your room okay?" I suggest.
"I think I'm gonna be sick." He slurs and immediately turns around projectile vomiting in the sink.
We bring him to the bathroom where we sat there for about an hour until he was done vomiting.
"Are you at all sobered yet?" Niall asks.
"I love you Ni." Harry giggles laying in the bathroom ground laughing at the ceiling.
Zayn just keeps forcing him to drink water.

"I'm going to my room." He says.
"Haz love you should stay with us." I say.
"No I want to be alone." He says.
"Are you sober at least a little?" Liam asks him.
"Yea Li." He says softly getting up.
Well it's only took about 3 hours.
"Haz just please stay with us." I say.
"I can't not right now thanks for your help anyways." He says and goes into his room.
Shit.