The New Addition L.S

Ch.22

Harry

When they announce 5 more minutes I quickly realize I forgot my medicine this morning. Fuck this is going to be bad.
I chug a bottle of water.
"Hey Haz you all right?" Louis asks.
"Yeah just nervous." I say.
"Don't be it will be fine." Liam says.
I just nod.
"One Direction everyone!" James announces.
The boys tell me to go first.
I walk out them waking behind me.
I hear the audience screaming and clapping.
holy shit.
I walk up to James and shake his hand smiling.
They all do and we take a seat on the couch I sit closest to James desk.
"Hello boys!" James says.
"Hello!" Niall says cheerfully.
"I see there are now 5 of you Hello Mr.Harry Styles." He says.
"Hello it's nice to meet you" I say smiling.
"Oh please! Tell me about yourself !" He says.
"My name is Harry Styles, And well I joined about 2 months ago." I say.
"Good, So did you sing before this?" He asks.
"Not for anyone just really my friends and family." I say.
"Nice so did you guys record a new album for your next tour?" He asks.
"Yes we actually did. We are very proud of this one because we all wrote the songs and pitched in a lot." Louis says.
Gosh why am I sweating so much? And why is the audience watching us like that?
"Harry?" James says.
"Oh sorry yea?"
"I asked if you will be touring with the boys?" He says.
"Oh yes I will. I'm very excited." I say.
"That's good. Zayn there are rumors about you proposing to Perrie is it true?" He asks Zayn.
"Oh James those are rumors for a reason no one will know if they are true or not." He says with a smug look.
The rest of the interview I just stay quite because I don't want to say the wrong thing.
When we get off I let out a deep breath.
"Haz you did great!" Liam says patting my back.
"Thanks I hated that though. They were all staring." I say.
"Mate your going to have to get used to it we perform in from of tens of thousands of people." Niall says.
That makes me want to vomit. I have horrible stage fright, that's one of the worse things to have as a musician.

Louis notices I'm uncomfortable and puts his arm around my back.
"It's okay I'll take care of you Haz don't listen to them." Louis says.
"Hey you know what I mean he just has to get over it not to scare you or anything." Niall says.
I just nod.
"I need to use the bathroom." I say walking over to the bathroom.
I run to the bathroom.
I run into it shutting the door behind me and run to the toilet. I fall to my knees grabbing the sides of the toilet and vomit my stomach contents.
While this is happening I hear the boys walk in.
"Haz?! Is that you in here?" Zayn yells.
"Here!" I choke out whilst vomiting.
They come running into my stall and Louis crouches beside me and rubs my back.
"Gross dude are you sick?" Niall asks.
I can't even respond I throw up again and feel tears falling, I didn't even realize I was also sobbing.
"It's okay Haz let it out" Louis whispers while rubbing my back.
I throw up one more time until there isn't anything left.
I flush the toilet and shift my body away from the toilet sitting in the ground against the stall wall.
I grab toilet paper and wipe my mouth.
"Haz you Alright?" Lou asks crouching in front of me.
I wipe the tears away. And I'm very aware of how horrible my face probably looks right now from crying and throwing up.
"Are you sick?" Liam asks.
"No I just got nervous with the whole concert thing." I say.
I'm so tired I just want to sleep.
"It will be fine Haz. But are you okay now?" Zayn asks.
"Yea I'm fine." I say getting up and walking out of the stall to wash my hands.
After I splash some water on my face.
We have to stay for a little bit longer to change out of our clothes.
Then we finally get home and I immediately go to sleep even though it's only 5pm I'm exhausted.