The New Addition L.S

Ch.62

Louis

Love: hey coming back. Love you xx H.

He's coming back.

"GUYS!!" I yell running to my band mates.
"He's coming back he texted me!" I yell excited.
"Really yes finally!" Zayn says.
We all get excited and hug each other.

We wait around and and get dressed because we can go to dinner with Harry when he comes back.

After about 3 hours after the text was sent we hear a car outside making my heart drop. I'm so excited.
We all run to the door and Harry is about to open when I swing it open revealing him.
Not what I expected though.
He's pale, he's wearing sweats and a sweatshirt on an island.
His lips looks discolored, and it's eyes have bags underneath them and the once sparkly green eyes were replaced with dark green sad eyes. And his cheeks are so prominent. No no no.

I immediately jump into his arms making him drop his bag.
I hug him like there's no tomorrow.
"I missed you so fucking much" I whisper into his ear letting a few tears fall.
"I missed you too Lou" he says into my neck.
I let go and smash our lips together. It has been for we since I have felt his lips on mine and it feels wonderful. I pull away and notice he has a smile on his face.
"Hi guys" he says to the boys near us.
He goes over and hugs each of them.
When he hugs Liam I see Liam give me a strange look over Harry's shoulder.
I know what it is. I feel it. He felt bony and hard.
Like he hadn't eaten, honestly he probably hasn't.
"Okay we are going to go out for dinner okay?" Niall says excited.
I see Harry nod a little scared. He's struggling again I can tell.
"Baby can we bring your stuff upstairs?" I ask him and he nods smiling.
We go upstairs and I crash my lips into his.
Our lips move in sync and I open my mouth for him.
Letting our tongues fight for dominance.
I trail my kisses down to his neck and suck on his sweet spot as he pulls on my hair letting out a moan.
"Fuck Lou I missed you" he moans.
I pull away and put a serious face on.

"Baby are your struggling again? You look sick" I ask straight up.
He looks almost hesitant to answer the question.
"Um yea actually I am struggling again. I'm sorry" he says putting his head down.
"Can you tell me what happened?" I ask hugging him.
"Just a lot I don't want you to worry though." He says.
"But baby you look like you haven't been eating" I say.
"I know I haven't but it's been hard. And when I try to eat I get sick." He says.
"Okay how about something light tonight?" I ask and he nods his head.

We get to dinner, and I get all the strange looks from the guys when we all sit done because Harry looks very uncomfortable.

"Baby you alright?" I ask him.
"Yea I'm just not very hungry." He says grimacing at the smell.
"Baby can you please eat for me"
"Lou I can't though" he says upset.
"Just a little bit" I suggest.
"Okay I guess" he says.

Soon we all order and wait for our food. Harry ordered a soup.
"Hey Harry we are all so sorry we know your grandparents meant a lot to you and we are always here for you" Niall says and all the boys agree adding on.
"Thanks and appreciate it a lot, but I'm fine now so you guys don't have to worry." He says smiling.
We all nod and our food comes.

I see Harry picking his spoon up shaking and starts taking slow bites.
I put my hand on his knee for reassurance.
"So what did you guys do while I was gone?" He asks putting his spoon down.
"We did a lot like we went surfing, shopped, hiking, swimming, oh and we went back to the dolphins, and we got to hold koalas, oh and-"
I kick Niall before he can continue.
"Yea wasn't anything fun though" he finishes.
"I don't care you if guys had fun I wanted you to, I'm glad you had a good time." He smiles and eats more soup.
"Thanks we have so much time to do all this stuff so now we can do it with you too your gonna love the koalas!" Zayn says excited.
"Yea I'm sure." Harry says.
He almost finished his soup when he decided he was done and drank some water.
"I love you" I tell him holding his hand.
"I love you more." He tells me getting up.
"I'm gonna use the bathroom before we leave." He says and walks away.

As soon as he walks away Liam speaks up.
"Dude how is he even walking? He looks so sick!"
"I know I talked to him about it and he said he been having a hard time." I say.
"Yea well he probably self harming again, I mean he never wear long sleeves unless he is" Zayn says.
"Yea I figured but I just need to talk to him about this and what I can do to help." I say.
"Yea I hate seeing him like this it's hurt." Niall says upset.
"Yea me too" I agree.

He walks back over from the bathroom and his face is red and he looks even more sick.
He sits down takes a deep breathe and drinks some water.
"You good haz?" Liam asks.
"Yea of course." He says smiling.

He's not good.