The New Addition L.S

Ch.51

Harry

"Okay guys I'm actually going to be out for a few but I'll be back later" I say leaving the studio.
"Where are you going?" Zayn asks.
"Meeting up with someone." I say.
"Who?" Louis sassed back.
"My friend Kendall jeez what's with all the questions." I say jokingly.
"Oh okay have fun." Liam says.
I nod and walk off to my car to meet up with Kendall.

I get to the restaurant of course I have to struggle through the paps first but soon I'm sitting down with her.
"Hey Kendall what's up!" I ask.
"Not much since this morning." She laughs.

We talk the whole time about upcoming albums and tours, and her modeling. I think she is a very pretty girl and she's super sweet unlike other models.
"Well it was really nice seeing you Harry but I better get going" she says.
"Oh yeah me too." I say.
We stand up hug each other goodbye.

I know I'm already gonna get a ton of questions from the guys but oh well.
I get home and see them all watching tv do they do anything else?

"Hey Haz how was your date?" Niall said smirking.
"Fine why?" I ask.
"Just wondering I think you Kendall would he cute together I can already see it Hendall" Niall says smiling.
"Um thanks I'm just uh gonna go." I said awkwardly laughing making my way upstairs.
I go upstairs and change immediately bored. So I go back down stairs.
I plop down next to Zayn.
"What are you guys watching?" I ask.
"Goggle box it's really funny" Louis says.
I nod and continue watching it with them.

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We watch for a few more hours. I start getting really antsy but I know when I am I'll try playing with my bracelets and I don't want to draw attention.
I start playing with my fingers and tapping my foot instead.
I immediately start getting weird looks from Louis of course out of all people.
So I quickly sit up.
"I'm tired so I'm gonna go to bed good night guys" I say and walk up the stairs quickly.

I get into my bathroom and run the shower quickly and grab my razor. I take my bracelets off and roll my sleeves up letting the razor sink into my skin.
I cut a lot in my arm with less tattoos making a ton of new cuts. It's become a habit now I cut everyday I even put it in my routine. I sigh in relief once I'm done and clean up.
I hide my razor because Louis is really good at looking for them.

I slip into bed before texting Kendall.

Me: hey Kendall I had a really good time, we should do it again sometime!!

Kendall: Yea of course how about Thursday for dinner?

Me: sounds good to me I'll pick you up:))

We texted the details about dinner for Thursday until I got really tired and started drifting off to sleep.