The New Addition L.S

Ch.64

Harry

I wake up in Louis warm embrace.
He stirs a little bit. I look around and notice all the boys sleeping in the ground.
Did I really scare them that much.
Shit. Of course I'm such a fuck up.
I slowly take myself out of Louis hold and get some clothes while stepping over the boys.
I walk into the bathroom and put the shower on.
I take off my clothes and go into the shower grabbing my blade and gliding it across my skin. I admire the dark red blood dripping down my tan skin.
I do it until I can't feel the sting.
I rinse off my arm wincing at the feeling. I then just continue my shower.
After changing into a black long sleeve shirt and basket ball shorts.

I walk back out and the guys are all still asleep.
I guess I'll make them breakfast.

I start making eggs and bacon for them.
Even looking at the grease makes me feel sick. I continue making the food and I make them smoothies to have with it.
I set their plates.
I don't make myself one I'll just have water or something.

I go back upstairs and they are all still sleeping. I knock on the wall and they all jolt awake.
"I'm uh I'm sorry for what happened yesterday it wasn't me I don't know what happened. I know I scared you guys but I'm sorry." I say and they all nod.
"It's okay haz we love you." Niall says and they all agree.
"Anyways I uh made you guys breakfast." I say and they all get up.

When we all sit down at the table they all notice I don't have food and give me sympathetic looks.
"Babe are you gonna eat?" Louis asks.
"No well I uh I don't want to." I stutter out.
"Fine then none of us are eating until you do." Niall says.
That's A LOT coming from Niall.
They all nod in agreement, so I need to eat I can't starve them.
"Fine." I huff out and pour the rest of the smoothie in a cup.
"Good." Liam says and start eating.

After we are all done and I drink the high calorie smoothie we all sit there and talk about random stuff.
"I'm gonna use the bathroom." I say about to get up.
"No your not sit down." Zayn says.
"W-What why I have to pee." I ask.
"Yea sure and we know your lying cause you blink a lot when you lie." Louis says.
"But Lou I cant, I need to." I beg him.
"No baby." He says.
"But I'm gonna get fat." I pout.
"No your not." He says.
I just nod and sit there with them. You can tell I'm anxious cause I keep picking at everything near me.
After Louis notices he takes my hand in his and holds it rubbing my knuckles.

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SCARS ARE BEAUTIFUL
YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL
YOU DESERVE TO EAT
YOUR BODY IS BEAUTIFUL
EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU IS BEAUTIFUL!

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