Oh pt 2

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This is part 2 to my previous chapter and the same warnings will apply: Eating Disorder and depression. Read at your own discretion. -Author

Natasha sat in her room staring at the wall as she pondered on what her next move was. She was becoming aware of how self destructive her mind was but she didn't want to change anything.

She felt good but she felt like she was drowning. She looked in the mirror everyday and felt better but every thing else about her was withering away.

Help. She just needed some help. Just a little bit. Natasha turned towards her door and opened it. She jumped a bit when she saw Steve standing there, his hand in the air ready to knock.

"Oh, are you going some where?" Steve let his hand fall and Natasha shook her head.

"Oh, uh, no. Actually, could we talk?" She opened her door wider and stepped back.

"Yeah, that's actually why I came here," Steve laughed and rubbed his neck. He closed the door gently behind him and stood awkwardly in the room as Natasha sat on her bed. After a second he sat down on the floor. They sat in silence for a while.

"I'm concerned about you. I know you're strong but I want to make sure you know I'm here. I can tell it's not all good."

"I think I might need help," The words felt uncomfortable coming out of her mouth. She let out a deep breath, not knowing she was holding it. Steve held eye contact with sad eyes.

"Okay, would you like to get screened?" Steve asked.

"What- what is that?"

"It's just some tests to help figure out a way for us to help you. We don't have to do that, we won't do anything that you are uncomfortable with. But, I don't think what you'll have to do will be easy." He stood up and sat next to her. "We're all here for you. But we can keep it between us, or whoever, if you want to."

"Thank you, Steve," She whispered and leaned into him, resting her head on his shoulder. "I'm sorry."

"No, no, don't be sorry. You just need help, and I want to help you. You are never a burden to me," He smiled, and gave her a small kiss on her forehead as she let her weight rest totally on him. He ran his fingers slowly through her hair as she let him comfort her.

Sup. I'm updating again. The reads are coming in faster than expected so I'm gonna be writing and updating more often as I try to finish out the requests that I have. Also, I'm removing the requests open part from my title so be prepared for that. Thank you guys for reading and remember to comment and vote!

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