Have you ever felt being happy for being sad?
Or have you ever experienced being grateful for being mad?
Have you ever imagined what would it be like?
Feeling the exact opposite of what are you feeling inside.
Have you ever experienced fighting which seems to be nothing?
Or have you ever tried to fight without realizing what you're doing?
Have your eyes ever cried while your lips are smiling?
Or have your heart broke so many times yet never stop beating?
Does the thought of letting go 'caused so much pain in your heart?
Or the thought that you can't let go is what makes your heart hurt?
Does holding on with the feeling really gives you the strength?
Perhaps, it is, that's why you are still there.
Would it change even a little if you stay?
Or would it be better if you walk away?
Would it lessen the pain if you let things go like this?
Maybe not.
Are you really fine for not be okay?
Or you're being okay so he'll stay?
Are you really okay for not being fine?
Or you just waiting for some sort of sign?
How long would you run chasing him?
Or how far would you go trying to reach him?
How many fake smiles and fake laughs would you give?
Just to make him stay and never leave.
BINABASA MO ANG
Pieces of Reveries
De TodoReverie is the groundwork of creative imagination; it is the privilege of the artist that with him it is not as with other men an escape from reality, but the means by which he accedes to it. -W. Somerset Maugham
