When The Moon Covers The Sun

Chapter 19

Seulgi's POV

"I don't need a boyfriend. Having you is enough."

"I don't need a boyfriend. Having you is enough."

"I don't need a boyfriend. Having you is enough."

Hsysgdjd fuck.

I'm still a blushing mess just by thinking what joohyun said a little earlier. The moment she realized what she just said, she blushed just like me too, and we keep avoiding each other's gaze as if we have a contagious diseases.
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We're still here at the kitchen fixing the mess. I'm washing the dishes voluntarily since I'm a good friend and I'm the one who visited her. Just kidding...

Irene commanded me to do the chores. She said I should wash the dishes since I'm the one who barged in her condo. Sometimes, I'm touched on how sweet Irene can be that it makes me want to slap her. I didn't complain tho, I'm what the people called in a couple relationship.. was it called 'under'?

"Seulgi? Where were you last night? Why did you drink without telling me?" She asked seriously as if I have something against her. My body felt stiff a little at her sudden question, making me question myself too.
Why did I got drunk by myself anyway?

I was turning my back at Irene but I can sense the tension that was building up between us. I know she was looking me like she wanted to murder my being just by feeling those stares in her eyes at the back of my head.

"M-My friend and I hang out last night. I didn't know I'm getting drunk." I lied.

I'm honestly alone last night. I just couldn't afford to tell her I drunk my ass out just because I want to gather some courage to tell her I like her. Which ended unsuccessful since I just slept when I arrived in her place. Right?

"Friend? Just the two of you? Who is that friend anyway?" Irene added to ask that made me stop on what I'm doing.

Yeah seulgi? Who is that friend anyway? Sometimes I can be an idiot, am I? Fuck me and my choice of words.
I was fidgeting at the sink and I hope to heavens above that Irene wouldn't notice I am thinking hard to answer her question. My mind went blank for a second before I composed myself and confidently answer her, not sure if this lie is qualified.

"Uhm I-I don't know her name, I forgot. I just meet her last night." I immediately said since I can't think of any name for excuses.

Please don't ask any further.

Please don't ask any further.

Please-

"So you hook up last night?"

- kill me.

Why the fuck I suck up at lying! I really no use in this type or topic! This might be the reason why moonbyul is having a hard time telling me her secrets knowing I would spilled it to someone automatically.

"No. No I didn't. It's just.. I mean, she approached me and I was being friendly. I promise we didn't do anything like making out. I swear!" I said as I look at her with a nervous face. I feel like I'm a kid explaining my side that I didn't steal anything from my mother's purse.

Why am I explaining my side anyway?

Seulgi and her lies, bow.

"Oh really? Okay... If you say so. I don't care anyway." Irene stated, giving me her sweet smile, but I can hear she said those words with half sarcasm.

Irene stood up from her seat as she lean her butt at the table, enough to gave her body a support. She crosses her arms as she gave me an intense look, and it's making me worried.

"So tell me, do you remember what you did last night?" Irene added, making me stare at her captivating eyes. I'm not gonna lie when I'll tell you I was lost on those masterpiece for a moment.

With unsure thoughts, I scratch my nape with my wet hand as I give Irene an answer.

"We watch movie? I slept in the couch? Is there anything I did that I didn't remember?" I asked her confused. I'm not lying this time, that's the only thing I remember last night. But why am I feeling something big have happened last night.

I didn't do anything right?

"Of c-course, you just slept. No, you didn't do anything... like kissing me and stop in the middle of our hot make out." She said and plastered her sweetest smile, but it mirrored half disappointed. I didn't hear her last sentence since she whispered it to herself.

I let go the breath I didn't know I was holding as I shrugged my shoulders, turning my back against her and proceeded on washing the dishes again.

"I'll just... take a shower." Irene said.
When the kitchen felt empty without her presence. I took a glance at the door she recently used as her exit while spacing out. What's with her today? Did I tell her something embarrassing or what?

I stop imagining a possible scenario when a specific occurrence popped inside my mind.

It can't be.. Is she aware of my dream?

I hope she didn't because hell.. that dream was so embarrassing like, I kiss her in there and we almost make out. I'm a bit disappointed tho, that dream didn't finished since I black out in the couch-

I stop from thinking any further as I feel my knees wobbling when realizations hit me, hard. 

No.

No no no no

Fuck.

Could it be? Don't tell me, it's not a dream? Did I do that?

I abandoned the dishes as I pace back and forth at the kitchen while biting my lower lip due to this sudden anxiety. I feel my hands and feet felt cold as ice as I keep massaging my head until I realized everything...

That shit was not a dream...

Fuck, I kissed irene.

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