365 DAYS

Chapter 40🌟

Laurene's pov

"Hoy tama na...di na ko makahinga ng mabuti" tumigil ako at hinahabol ko ang hininga ko.

Tumigil na rin si Lawrence at bigla nalang nawala.

"Hoy, wag mo ko iwan dito" sigaw ko sa kanya.

Hinanap ko sya at hindi ko siya makita.

Asan kaya yun?

Pababa na ko at papunta na ko sa labas para kunin yung mga materials na gagamitin sa graduation at napansin ko si Lawrence sa may bintana.

"Hoy, anong ginagawa mo 'jan?" Tanong ko sa kanya pero hindi siya nasagot. Nakatitig lang sya sa labas at nakaupo sa may bintana.

Tumingin ako sa bintana at tinignan kung ano yung tinititigan nya at nakita ko si Vanessa at Colten.

"Ayan ba yung tinitignan mo?" Napatitig nalang din ako at pinapanood ang bawat kilos nila.

"Sakit?" Tanong ko sa kanya.

Tumingin ako sa mga mata nya at nakita ko ang lungkot sa kanyang mga mata.

"Ano may gusto ka ba gawin? Diba lilipat si Vanessa ng school, sundan mo kaya
" sabi ko sa kanya. Huminga sya ng malalim at sinabing "Wag, hayaan mo muna sila syempre lilipat si Vanessa, di naman yan lilipat ng basta basta lang meron yan dahilan kung bakit sya lilipat. She just needs true happiness, she needs more attention and love more than you think, she's in pain today and this past few days"

"In pain? Masaya naman sya ah, ayoko lang talaga sa kanya, no, I want her back as my friend again but jealousy is pulling me back again. She have Minjun in her life, but I have no one, someone love her, her parents, Colten, people around her, you, Monique, and Minjun"

Tumingin si Lawrence sakin. Nakatingin kami ngayon sa mata ng isa't isa.

"No, you're wrong..."

"What? Mahal sya ng lahat, alam mo yun bata palang tayo"

"Minjun...he doesn't love her, he loved her"

"Loved?"

"Yes, he loved her, but he doesn't love her"

"Aren't they still together"

"They are together, but the love between them is slowly fading away"

"Why? Bakit lagi nya kasama si Colten ngayon?"

"Why? Kase from the start di naman talaga gusto ni Vanessa si Minjun, naghanap lang sya ng makakasama at magmamahal sa kanya. Bakit lagi nya kasama si, Colten? Kase si Colten yung laging nasa tabi nya. Tahimik lang ako pero palihim ko silang sinusundan and Colten she gives her the attention she needs and the comfort she needs..."

"I wish I am Vanessa..."

"No, just be yourself, hindi ikaw yung dating nakilala ko years ago, wag mong hayaan na lamunin ka ng selos, pag pinabayaan mo yan mawawala ka sa sarili and I can help you to find yourself, finding yourself isn't easy..."

"How? Where do I start? I don't even know who the real me is"

"Finding yourself is like you solving a puzzle with an unknown picture, but once you solve it and find out what the picture is you'll love it and many will...at first it isn't easy, but once you find it, it's worth it"

"Can I solve that puzzle alone?"

"That's why I'm here, I'll help you solve that puzzle and see the finished product of it"

Yayakapin sana namin ang isa't isa kaso...

"Guys, I-its our t-turn" tumingin kami kung sino ang nag nagsabi nun at...