One and Only (MINICAT)

note, please read (Seriously)

Hi

For some odd reason I have been panicking a little bit, ever since yesterday when I heard about what Craig did it's put me in a place where I feel weird, and I don't like it.

I know pretty much everything that happened, I read everything on hailey's Twitter about it. And I still love Craig, he apologized and said he's going to change and yes, I am well aware that he said he would years ago but I have a feeling he was scared to reach out for the help he needed, I know how that feels. I just hope he does actually get the help he needs and stuff.

For what he did I will never forget, I'm sure it shocked many of us when we heard the news about it, same with Lui, but I don't know much about Lui nor do I really like him. (No offense to him)

Anyways, I've just been put in a spot where I feel weird. A lot of people are stopping their fanfics that have anything to do with mini or Lui well others are just making them someone different. Which is completely understandable. But I want to keep writing, minicat is like the only thing I truly enjoy writing, I feel forced to write anything else. Mini has had a place in my heart for years, ever since he started back in 2011, and he will always have a place in my heart no matter what. I think I'm just shocked, pure shock might explain the reasonings behind my moods and shit.

I have also noticed that a lot of people have moved to a different platform for writing, ex; AO3, which is a writing place for fanfics and shit. Personally I love wattpad, it's easy to use and is known more. I'm just kinda scared that people will stop reading my books, I work very hard for them to be good and enjoyable to read, writing is something I want to do in the future, like actually write books. I'm already having some ideas and such, but this is a very big setback for me since the only thing I like writing at the moment is MiniCat. But I also don't want to get hate for continuing to write it from what Craig and Lui have done.

I'll honestly be surprised if anyone ever read this far, this is literally just me venting about my feelings and such. I just don't know what to do and it's really stressing me out:( I also don't have many people to talk to about this because one, all my friends stopped talking to me, and two, none of them would understand this kind of stuff, since most of them don't really know I even write. It's just kinda embarrassing to tell your friends that you write gay fanfics, ya know?

I need more friends:( I also need to think twice about what's going on and step back and look from a different point of view. I really don't want people hating on for loving Craig, I believe he is a great person and can change.

Anyways, that's all really, if you have read this far then good for you, this is literally 500 words of me just venting and shit.

Anyways

Yeet yeet out ✌