Hey, I am so sorry for not updating. Just really tired. Anyways, I'm not really going to have a long a/n right now so please enjoy this update. Also I named this chapter Amber, because it makes me cry reminding me that I sort of have a sucky life, but music can make a difference. And if you want to listen to the song, I added it down below instead of a pic this time. Its an amazing song, and if you know it you are amazing. Byee xx
Jesse's POV:
It was a pretty chill day today. It went by so differently than any other day. I wake up from my day dreaming realizing I have made it to the front of the gates of my house. I park then turn off the car and walk out. I hear a faint meow from the bushes while I walk up the front door. "Gucci, I know its you." I say as I unlock my door. My furry wet cat walks out of the bushes and rushes into the house. I slip off my shoes and practically take most of my clothes off, except my socks and boxers. I put my phone in my boxers and head over to the kitchen. I begin to put on music, grouplove tongue tied comes on. I take out a pot and fill it up with water. I walk over to the stove and turn it on and gently put the pot on the hot part of the stove. I lay on my couch and go through my feed. A lot of people keep liking and commenting either nice things or random shit. I number pops up with the ring tone of the whistling song from american horror story, Anabel. I shouldn't answer it. I should. I don't know. I flick the answer button slowly and put the speaker to my ear. "Hello.?" I say with a serious tone. "Jesse.!! Long time no see. How have you been babe.?" she asks. "Fine. How about yourself.?" I ask. "Ohh, I have been amazing. Just checking out news from singers and how you met a random girl at your concert." she says, her voice changing from super friendly to super bitchy. "Ok." I say plainly as I walk up from my couch and head to the kitchen. "So, who is she.? Is she a one night stand.?" she asks. I froze. "You really think I would have a one night stand.? Its been months." I say as I pour the macaroni in the boiling pot. "Well.? I was always your fuck buddy, so I have my explanation." she spits. "Well, first off you shouldn't be into my life anymore. You broke up with me remember bitch.?" I say, raising my voice. "It am way better than staying with your weed smoking ass." she says. "At least I didn't cheat two times. I fucking forgave you, and that was a bad choice. Go fuck yourself stuck up btich." I say yelling through the phone. Before she could respond I hang up. I mix inside the ingredients and finish making my mac and cheese. I let it cool off as my phone rings non stop. I walk to the bathroom and turn on the light. I look at myself in the mirror and notice I have tears spilling from my eyes. I gasp and quickly whip them off. I walk out of the bathroom and walk to the kitchen. The song Amber from 311 plays as I grab a bowl. I turn it on full blast and sing along to it. "Whoa, amber is the color of your energy. Shades of gold display you naturally." I sing a loud. I wonder what Lana is doing right now.
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alright thats it for tonight. hope you liked it. byee xx
p.s. euge if you are reading this ily.
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What Do You Want From Me.?
FanfictionTwo different people, same life. Lana's life changes everything, just by one concert. Jesse's life changes by one girl. What do they both want in their life.?