The Popular Unknown Psychopath (Intersex) (COMPLETED)

Chapter 56

Zeventheen's POV

(Played: Without Me - Nigthcore version)

Hindi ako sigurado kung paano nga ba ako napunta sa sitwasyong ito, but I know deep in my heart. This is what I wanted to do

Found ... you when your heart was broke
I filled your cup until it overflowed
Took it so far to keep you close
I was afraid to leave on your own

It hurts me everytime I remember everything, most of all about his family. I want to make them feel alright, but I don't know how. Because I am the reason of their pain. That's why...

I said I catch you if you fall, fall,
And if they laughed then fuck'em all, all
And then I got you off  your knees
Put you right back of your feet,  just so you could take advantage of

I make a promise to myself that no matter what it takes, I will do everything to make her safe. I promise to myself that I will be the cup who will catch here tears and pain.

Tell me, how's  it feel sittin' up there? Feeling so high
But too far away to hold me,  
You know I'm the one who put you up there
Name in the sky. Does it ever get lonely?

I do everything to protect her, everything at all cost. I treat her like a queen, I risk my life just to make sure she is safe. I become her wall to protect her castle against the enemy. I catch all the bullets and arrow throw by the enemy just to keep her untouch and unhurt.

But everthing turn to gray, the wall that I build for her after she destroyed my wall to protect myselft turn into a dust. The castle that I've been protecting collapsed in just a  blink of an eye. Everything are ruined and wrecked, now I don't know how to start again. Everything I build disappears because of the piece shit paper of lies.

Thinking you could live without me (2x)
Baby I'm the one who put you up there
I don't know why,  yeah I don't know why
Thinking you could live without me, could live without me.  Baby I'm the one who put you up there
I don't know why, yeah I don't know why

I do everything, I put her on the top of my priorities  but after I heard what she said, I lost. I feel like I don't want to live, I wish I could disappears in just  one snap of my fingers. But I can't.

Gave love 'bout a hundred tries, hundred tries
Just running from the demons in your mind
Then I took yours and made 'em mine, mine
I didn't notice 'cause my love was blind

I gave her all my all. My love, yes I love her without knowing when. I just woke up and realized that I don't want her to get hurt. I decided that start from that day, I will take all the demons in her mind and make them mine. The burden and pain she's going through, that's why I do everything. Not just for me, to prove my innocence but also for her.

I said I catch you if you fall, fall,
And if they laughed then fuck'em all, all
And then I got you off  your knees
Put you right back of your feet,  just so you could take advantage of

I do everything no matter what other people may say about me. I became a devil cause I am so despirate to know the truth. To prove myself for her, for me to say I deserved her to be mine. I became a good evil, I never thought I could turn to be.

Tell me, how's  it feel sittin' up there? Feeling so high
But too far away to hold me,  
You know I'm the one who put you up there
Name in the sky. Does it ever get lonely?