Six the musical one shots

My Anna Banana

DEATH WEEK DAY 7! JaneSuddenlySeymour I'm really sorry for what you are about to read and I iz hoping dat you might forgive me if I write you Janna and Saragon and Vatalie fluff.

TW: suicide (I'm so sowwy 🥺)

Jane POV
I lay down on Anna's bed crying, I just miss Edward, I'm so tired, and I hate everyone relying on me. Anna walks into the room and frowns setting her stuff down, she walks over to her bed and sits down next to me. "Love? What's wrong?" She asks and Anna sets her hand on my back, she slowly rubs my back and I continue to cry. "Love, come here." Anna says and I sit up, she pulls me into her lap and I cry into her shoulder. "Ssshhhhh, it's okay." She whispers in my ear and starts running her fingers through my hair. Once I stop crying I look at Anna sadly and she wipes away a tear that has fallen. "What's wrong?" She asks and I shake my head.

"I-I don't wanna talk about it," I whisper and she kisses my forehead.

"That's okay. How about I go and make you some tea and then we can cuddle. And, maybe watch a movie." Anna says and I nod, "okay. I'll be back. I love you!" Anna exclaims and I smile,

"I love you too," I whisper and Anna walks out.

2 months lattteeerrrr
I sit down on my bed holding a pencil, I don't know what to say. I look at my wedding ring and bite my lip trying not to cry.

I'm sorry. I'm so so so sorry. I love you guys so much. Catherine, you're one of my best friends and I hate to see you cry over me, you're kind and your smart.

Anne, my cousin. You can be so annoying but I still love you. Just try to keep everyone happy, especially Anna and Kat. Tell them your silly jokes and show them your weird dances. But also don't hide how you feel because you do that a lot, talk to someone. Kat, Anna, Catherine, and Cathy are all there for you. I love you Annie.

KitKat, you're so kind and I couldn't imagine a life without you. You've basically become my daughter and I'm so sorry for leaving you. Please please please try to be happy Kat, smile. Be happy and silly! Just like you always are!

Cathy, you need to sleep! No matter how many times I try to force you into sleeping you never listen to me so please Cathy, SLEEP! You're so kind and smart just like Catherine. I'll never forget how many times you've begged me to go buy you new notebooks and pens. Please just stay happy AND GO TO SLEEP!

Anna, my love. I'm so sorry for doing this and I want you to be happy. Because that's just who you are, you're happy and you're silly, you're kind and I love you so so so much. I want you too understand that I'm not leaving you, I'm always gonna be in your heart and right by your side, even if I am dead. 

I'm doing this because being me is never enough for me, nothing is ever enough. I love seeing you guys smile, and sometimes it feels like you guys don't care and I know you do but I can't shake the feeling that all of this is just a dream and that I'm gonna wake up alone with no one and nothing. I want you guys to be happy so please just pretend like I was never even here, pretend that I never existed so you guys can be happy. Please.

I love you all so much.
-Janey

I wipe away my tears quickly and I hear doors open and I stand up shoving the note in my desk. I walk over to my bed and close my eyes pretending to be asleep.

"Jane! Ja-" Kat starts but she immediately goes quiet seeing me 'asleep' she walks out quickly shutting the door. "Anna! Anna! There's a deer in the yard!" Kat shouts and I knew Anna was going to take a picture for me seeing as I love deer.