You don't regret it, do you?

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Arielle's PoV

(SMUT WARNING)

I let out a gasp as Noah's cold hands slipped under my top, reaching round to my back for the clasp of my bra. He fumbled about with it, one handed whilst his lips attacked my neck. I feel like I should help him. But before I could, my bra became loose and his hand was quick to slip the straps down my arms.
With one swift movement, he had pulled my bra out from under my vest, tossing it somewhere in his bedroom. Noah's soft kisses traced up my neck, along my jawline and to my lips where he kissed them gently. Gentleness isn't what I wanted right now, I needed more.

I removed my hands from his hips and up to his chest where I balled his top up in my hands, pulling him harder against me. Surely he can tell how bad I wanted this right now. The low groan that escaped Noah's lips was enough to ignite a fire in the pit of my stomach and he kissed me harder, just what I wanted.

Before I knew it, he had pulled back slowly, my bottom lip in between his teeth. His stare was intense as he let it go, my lip bouncing back into place. Now that was hot.
"You're so perfect." He breathed out to which I smiled.
"Just kiss me." I shook my head, my hands reaching up to his hair and tugging him back down to me again. I wish he knew how perfect he was to me too.

I was quick to roll us over, Noah's head resting on the pillow as I straddled his waist. I liked to be in control.
His hands instantly placed themselves upon my bum, pressing me into his hips. My breath hitched as I felt his hard member touch my clothed region. I was desperate for him to touch me.

I reached for the bottom of my vest top, hastily tugging it over my head and chucking it to the side. Noah smirked up at my bare chest, wrapping his arms around my back tightly and pulling me down to him. He nipped and sucked at the skin across my collar bone, a quiet moan escaping my lips.
I was hot, so hot. I felt like I was melting into his touch. My cheeks burnt and the soles of my feet tingled from the continuous arousal.

"P-please." The words slipped out of my mouth without warning.
Within seconds Noah had removed his top and slipped out of his jogging bottoms, moving up the bed and sitting up against the headboard.
I gulped, licking my lips as I yanked down my shorts. His stare was so sexy, reeling me back into him.

My thighs were placed either side of his hips again, my lips placing a slow kiss on his own.
"I love you." I whispered into the kiss.
Noah's hands cupped my cheeks, looking me deeply in the eyes.
"I love you, baby." His voice was husky and his words sent me to heaven and back.

Noah pecked my lips before reaching over into his bedside drawer, pulling out a foiled packet. Oh my god, I nearly forgot about that. At least one of us is sensible. With a bite of his bottom lip, he handed me the condom, urging me to open it.
I eagerly ripped it open with my teeth, reaching down between my thighs where I  placed a finger under the waistband of his boxers.
"No teasing." He bucked his hips up. Trust me, there will be no teasing on my end. I just cannot wait.

Before I knew it, we were tangled in each other's bodies, my hips working their magic. Noah's grunts and small taps on my bum encouraged me to go faster, swirling my hips in circles. He then held me in place, just above him before he quickly moved in and out of me, breathy moans leaving my lips. We have to be quiet, everyone's still awake downstairs. The riskiness of it actually turned me on so much more.

Noah's large hand was placed over my mouth, silencing me as he continued to thrust, my eyes rolling into the back of my head. I'm not going to last much longer.

Minutes had past and we both reached our highs with muffled grunts and moans. Noah removed his hand, placing it on my side as I rested my sweaty forehead on his shoulder in an attempt to catch my breath back.

(END OF SMUT)

I looked at him with a little laugh, his curls stuck to his forehead and his cheeks were flushed. He licked his lips, sending me a small smile, one that gave away how worn out he was. I'm not surprised, he was continuously thrusting for a good five minutes. I'd be worn out too.

I lifted myself from him, slouching down on to his chest before pushing the hair back from his face.
"Tired?" I giggled.
"No." He lied.
"Round 2?" I smirked, obviously kidding but hey, if he wanted to, I'd go again.
"Fuck off." He laughed, peeling the condom off and wrapping it back up in the wrapper before he tossed it into the bin, scoring.

I licked my dry lips, picking up Noah's top from the floor and pulling it over my naked body whilst Noah pulled his boxers back up his toned legs.
"Come here." He lazily held his arms out in front of him, a cute grin on his face.
I obliged and crawled up beside him, nuzzling my face into his chest. He was so cuddly, like a little bear and I felt so safe with him.

After moments of silence, Noah finally piped up.
"You don't regret it, do you?"
I pressed my eyebrows together, does he really think that?
"Not at all." I looked up at him.
"Do you?" I quirked an eyebrow.
"No. Fuck no. It was amazing, you're amazing." He frantically shook his head.
"I just don't know where we stand, I guess." He sighed. I knew this was coming at some point.
"Like, do you want to be with me or was that just a one time thing that won't happen again? Some sort of goodbye?" There was a flash of hurt in his eyes.
I sat up in front of him, taking his hands in mine as I scanned his face. The cut on his lip looked super sore now. All that kissing probably didn't help it's healing process.
"Noah, I want to be with you so badly." I gulped.
"Please don't say but." He begged.
"But..." I began to which he tore his gaze from me.
"If we're going to do this, again." I continued to which he looked back at me.
"We have to tell them at some point." My heart hammered in my chest at the thought. I have no idea how we're going to do it.
"We can't leave it too late, they're planning a wedding for gods sake." Noah sighed.
"We'll... we'll tell them in a couple of days." I'm going to regret saying that.
"You don't look so sure." Noah's thumb rubbed the back of my hand soothingly.
"I'm not." I told him truthfully.
"But I can't picture myself with anyone else and even the thought of you being with someone else makes me feel sick." I said.
"You don't have to worry about that. There's no one else for me but you." He gently spoke, his hand reaching up to my chin.
"You promise me?" His next words would change everything. If he's promising himself to me then we do this, we tell our parents and we have our happiness but if not, then I guess they get what they deserve.
"I promise, 100%. You have all of me, you always have and you always will." His words sent butterflies through my stomach and I smiled.
"I love you." I pressed my lips to his good cheek, not wanting to aggravate the cut on his lip any further.
"I love you." He held me tight and this time, I knew he wouldn't let me go. Ever.

This is just how I want things. No more secrecy. No more hiding.

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