Found In The Wild Waves

Chapter 31

Yours...

When i woke up, there's a strange feeling within me. It is strange because it's been a while sonce i woke up feeling like this. I am feeling happy today. Everything seems so good and maybe that's because of what happened yesterday.

Sinong mag-aakala na may mararanasan akong gano'n? I have never expected it. Ang makilala pa nga lang sila Dylan ay hindi ko na inaasahan. Ang mahalin ng isang tulad niya ay sobra na para sa isang tulad ko.

Noong naisip kong dito ako magtatransfer, hindi kailanman pumasok sa isip ko na mararanasan ko ang ganito. I never expected that someone would fall in love with me or i will ever fall in love. Hindi naman kasi 'yon ang goal ko sa buhay. I just want a new environment and yet, i found someone here whom i can love and i'm grateful. I'm grateful that i transferred here dahil kung hindi, hindi ko makikilala si Dylan at ang iba pa naming kaibigan.

Kagabi ay napuyat ako dahil kila Rhyss. They bugged me about what happened between me and Dylan and so i told them na kami na. Talagang kinikilig sila ni Klare sa kwento ko at ayaw ko mang aminin, kapag naiisip ko ang sandaling 'yon ay kinikilig din ako. I am never fond of those moves. Hindi naman kasi ako affectionate sa kahit na anong bagay, but Dylan is just different in some ways. He is really special to me.

Naalala ko ang letter na ibinigay ni Dylan sa'kin kahapon. Hindi ko na 'to nabasa kahapon kaya naman ngayon ko na lang babasahin and upon looking at it, agad akong napangiti nang makilala ang sulat kamay ni Dylan. He has a beautiful penmanship. Aakalain mong hindi lalaki ang nagsulat.

Angel, my baby, i know that you're not used to this kind of efforts and siguro ay ikinakahiya mo na ako. I understand you tho. Minsan ay nakakahiya talaga ako and that's why i want to tell yoy this through this letter. Kaya ko namang ipagsigawan sa mundo ang sasabihin ko pero naisip ko na hindi naman para sa kanila ang message na 'to kundi para sa'yo so that's why i am writing this and i will keep on writing you letters. It's old fashioned pero walang luma sa pagmamahal. So keep my letter so you can read it whenever you want to.

Angel, you are like a moon that gives light in the middle of the dark. You are one of the stars that gives directions to the lost. You are a view which i can't take off my eyes away because of the beauty that you have. You are like an abstract that is difficult to understand, but still beautiful in everyone's eyes, specially my eyes. You are an angel sent from above just for me. I thought i already fugured out what my life is. I thought that my life already has colors in it, but when you came, my life become more colorful and wonderful. You are my everything so if you ever feel that no one loves you, i'll be your no one, baby. I love you.

Nangilid ang luha ko. Hindi ko alam kung bakit ganito sa'kin si Dylan. Ano ba ang nakita niya sa'kin para mahalin ako ng ganito? Ano ba ang ginawa ko para sa rami ng babae sa mundo ay sa'kin pa soya mapunta? Napakahirap kong mahalin. Ang manatili pa lang ang tabi ko ay parusa na pero pinili niya pa ring mahalin ako. Kung sakaling mapagod siya sa'kin ay hindi ako magagalit. Sino ba naman ako 'di ba?

Pero talagang masaya ako na sa'kin soya ibinigay. I am better off alone. But i'll try best for Dylan. He has been trying so hard for this whole time so i want to do the same. It's not because i want to repay him for everything that he did for me, but because i love him too and so i am also willing to do the best for him also.

I decided to just cleam the house for today since wala naman kaming klase. I am feeling good simce morning so might as well take advantage of it. Hindi rin naman sobrang madumi ang tinutuluyan ko kaya ayos lang.

Ilang oras akong naglinis at pagkatapos ay naligo na ako. I am planning to just read some books or watch movies today. For once, i want to relax my mind. It is good to take a break from everything lalo na't maganda naman ang mood ko ngayon.